Thursday 9th June
Such painful, sad, bittersweet memories this morning.
Your brother flying home from Spain, and us picking him up from Bristol.
The last time this happened, Dad took you in the car to the airport.
As we stood by your grave in the sunshine, we remembered that day.
Because on that fateful evening, after you all arrived safely home
You went up to our bed, for a sleep, and didn’t wake up again.
I tried. I tried so hard to save you. I held your still-warm body in my arms.
But I couldn’t bring you back; you slipped slowly away.
We didn’t have a chance to say one last goodnight, love you sweetie.
And so this morning, when we visited you, it all came back.
We talked to you, we cried, sobbed. We told you we loved you.
This isn’t right, you should be here with us, driving to collect your brother.
Love you so much my darling.
Beloved Angel son.
xxxxxx
The Journey of My Left Foot (whilst remembering my son) 
I’m so sorry for your pain. I’m wishing you strength and healing. Much love to you. ❤
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Thank you for your kind words.
Much appreciated.
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My hugs to you!! May you find a little more peace each day! Step by step you will make it!
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Thank you for your kindness.
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This pains my heart… Goodness. I just don’t have the words, I really don’t… I am thankful you’re writing it out and sharing it with us. Peace to continued healing.
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Many thanks for your caring message.
Very much appreciated.
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You’re so very welcome.
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God Bless you and I can’t imagine the loss of a child but I know how it feels to lose someone close. I hope you find comfort in knowing that he knew how much you loved and still love him. Gentle hugs!!!!
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Awww, thank you so much for your lovely words.
Hugs back to you.
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I am always struck by the love flowing through every word and phrase of your posts. Your site is a beautiful tribute to a beautiful boy. Hugs, my friend.
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Thank you ever so much for your understanding thoughts. Most kind of you.
Hugs back.
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My heart hurts and I have tears. I am very sorry you have to go through this.
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Thank you for being there.
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May you continue to be comforted. So sorry for this painful memory and your loss.
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Many thanks for your caring message.
Much appreciated.
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Ah. I have no words again. I’m useless aren’t I. xxxxxx hugs xx
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No, you’re not at all.
You stopped by, and that’s what makes a difference.
Thank you.
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Enjoy what you can of your family time
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Oh, we certainly will.
Thank you.
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Big hugs
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Thank you so much.
Hope all is ok with you.
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I am sure there are so many things to remind you dear! Hugs and warm wishes! You are very strong!
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This is so heartfelt and sad! Hugs!
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Thank you for your kindness.
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