Monday 9th December
.
I think you’ve enough decorations
To last all through the new year
Twinkling, sparkling, baubles and bells
Making you smile with festive cheer
.
By now you’d be really excited
Making plans for the holiday
Reading, researching, questioning
As we’d soon be on our way
.
Wish you were here right now
Involved in the preparations
Sharing the joy and laughter
All ready for the celebrations
.
Missing you sweetheart
Beloved Angel son
xxxxx
Sunday 8th December
.
Wondering and questioning
No answers to be found
Incredulity, uncertainty
Left me floundering around
.
The night you went to heaven
You made not a sound
As your little heart stopped
You found the angel’s playground
.
Precious boy
Darling son
Angel mine
Forever young
.
xxxxx
Strong winds blowing across Porthmeor Beach
An empty beach
Saturday 7th December
.
I’ll love you ’til forever
When we’re all together
Memories fading, never
Thinking of you whenever
Forever and ever
.
Beloved Angel son
xxxxx
Friday 6th December
.
The world still turns
Round and round
But my own world
Turned upside down
.
Inside out
All topsy turvy
Back to front
Vision’s blurry
.
Jumbled up
So chaotic
In a daze
Quite hypnotic
.
Remembering you
Thinking of you
Missing you
Loving you
.
Precious Angel son
Thursday 5th December
.
I know we have different journeys
And yours was cut way too short
You left this earth unexpectedly
Against cancer, you bravely fought
.
My own path meanders onwards
As I close the distance between us
I know exactly how it will end
And we’ll soon be rejoicing thus
.
My dearest darling
Precious Angel son
Love you forever
Forget you never
xxxxx
.
A clean swell on Porthmeor Beach
A few hardy surfers in the sea
Wednesday 4th December
.
Lost in thought
My mind’s elsewhere
Not concentrating
Totally unaware
Preoccupied
Your empty chair
Where you should be
It’s so unfair
.
Thinking of you
Missing you
Loving you
Forever and always
Precious Angel son
xxxxx
Harbour reflections and the Catholic Church
Porthmeor Beach this afternoon
Greying clouds over the harbour
Tuesday 3rd December
.
A sparkly Frankie
We decorated today
“You’ve gone overboard”
I know that’s what you’d say
.
Remembering you
With so much love
Darling Angel son
In heaven above
.
xxxxx
Clear and crisp this morning
Sunshine and shadows
Golden light in a corner of the harbour
Late afternoon and low tide in the harbour
Monday 2nd December
.
I wonder if
You’re looking down
As I stand here
Just looking up
Across the skies
Searching for you
Shapes in the clouds
I wonder if
.
Love you sweetie
Treasured Angel son
xxxxx
Sunday 1st December
.
On the first of December
A Christmas late lunch
Turkey and all the trimmings
With a great family bunch
.
Crackers and silly hats
Wine and hot mince pies
A splendid four course feast
Taste buds to tantalise
.
You did like your food, didn’t you?
With more of a sweet tooth, really
Pancakes were your favourite
Maple syrup poured freely
.
We do miss you poppet
Treasured Angel son
Love you to the moon and back
Now forever young
.
xxxxx
Looking down on the harbour this morning
Sunset this evening, through the trees
A crescent moon
Driving home
Saturday 30th November
.
I want to hug you so tight
As day turns to dark night
As the stars shine so bright
And the sea reflects the moonlight
.
Thinking of you my darling
Precious Angel son
xxxxx
