Thursday 21st March
.
And just like that
You had gone
Leaving us here
To carry on
.
We weren’t ready
For you to go
Our lives, empty
That’s all I know
.
Just the mem’ries
Are left behind
Treasured times
Of fun, I’ll find
.
Darling Angel
We’re missing you
So very much
We love you too
.
Precious son
xxxxxx
A grey Porthmeor Beach
Reflections in the harbour
Wednesday 20th March
.
Can you feel my sadness?
Can you see my grief?
Can you taste the pain?
Can you hear my heartache?
Can you smell the hopelessness?
Can you sense the continuing torment?
No?
Well, that’s okay then
I’m trying my best
To hide from you
All the emotions
That make you feel uncomfortable
.
I love you sweetie
And I’ll miss you forever
That will never change
Until I see you again
.
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
Porthmeor Beach, waiting for the blue skies
Herring gulls and a black backed gull floating in the harbour
Tuesday 19th March
.
I miss the fun
I miss the laughter
But I really miss
The happy-ever-after
.
Sweetheart Angel son
xxxxxx
Porthmeor Beach this afternoon
Harbour at high tide
Cloudy and grey
But then the skies cleared
Steps to the sea
Monday 18th March
.
We didn’t know
How much love
We felt for you
Until such time
You left this world
An emptiness
A giant void
A depth of pain
Beyond compare
.
We love you so very much
Beyond the brightest stars
Way past Mercury and Mars
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx
Porthmeor Beach
A corner of the harbour
The Sloop Inn
Sunday 17th March
.
The memories remain
In my heart
In my head
In my mind
In my life
In my dreams
And no one can take memories away
They are mine
I will protect them
I’ll treasure them
I may share them
I’ll document them
Memories are all I have left of you
And I’m grateful
Thankful
Mine to replay
Treasured moments
Holding on to you
.
And I still miss you
Love you forever
My darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Saturday 16th March
.
The relentless wind
Sings your name
Across the surf
Waves to proclaim
The salty taste
Ignites a flame
Those memories
Your hall of fame
And in my heart
You’re there, the same
.
My darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Big waves at Porthmeor Beach this afternoon
A number of surfers braving the swell
Wind whips the tops off the waves
Blustery
Trying to get out back
Friday 15th March
.
And so it was
Upon that day
You grew those wings
And flew away
.
And ever since
I know you’re there
You’re in my heart
And everywhere
.
My precious Angel son
Now forever young
xxxxxx
A stark looking Porthmeor Beach
A biting wind
Low tide, quite empty
Thursday 14th March
.
Not everyone remembers
But I’ll make sure I do
That you were once here
I’ll keep speaking about you
Smiling at all the memories
Then off to heaven you flew
.
Love you forever
Forget you never
Always together
Forever and ever
.
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx
Wednesday 13th March
.
Your memories will not fade
They’ll last a lifetime and beyond
Making sure I think of you daily
We have such an inseparable bond
.
My precious Angel son
Love you to the moon and back
Way beyond the stars
xxxxxx
Tuesday 12th March
.
Four years ago
I thought you were sleeping
Four years ago
But you weren’t breathing
Four years ago
Your heart stopped beating
Four years ago
My tears began flowing
.
…………………………………….
.
Another year has gone
From pain you were set free
Four long and lonely years
Time has passed so quickly
.
Taken from this world
So unexpectedly
It feels like yesterday
That you were here with me
.
My darling Angel boy
We’re left with memories
Times of joy and laughter
When life was so carefree
.
Tomorrow’s not promised
There is no guarantee
Remembering you with love
Forever thirty you’ll be
.
Missing you so very much
Love you forever sweetheart
My heavenly Angel son
18.1.1985 – 12.3.2015
xxxxxx
.
