Monday 19th February


My undying love for you

Extends from this life to the next

It will never diminish

It is just so complex


It won’t really get better

You just handle the effects

Of everything being different

Each day continues to perplex


My heart now beats for you

And the tears in my eye reflects

All those memories returning

That subconsciousness connects


Love you sweetheart

Beloved Angel son


A criss cross of branches, and blue sky this morning

Low tide, but not too many walking on the beach

Smeaton’s Pier

I can’t see you


Sunday 18th February


I can’t see you heaven today

The sky is just so foggy and grey

A breeze might blow the blues away

Because right now I’m in disarray

Feeling quite low on this Sunday

The weather does, my mood convey

Cold and damp, full of dismay

I’m really not feeling okay

Give me a while to make headway

Sipping on my cinnamon latté

A picture of happiness I’ll portray

And I’ll have something upbeat to say


Thinking of you

Missing you

Loving you

Dearest Angel son


So very foggy looking over the town this morning

Stands still


Friday 16th February


It seems time stands still

As tears fall down my face

For I’ve lost something

No one can replace

And all that is left

Is an empty space

Missing from my world

My Angel’s embrace

Dearest, darling son

Full of gentle grace



Porthmeor Beach this afternoon

Holidaymakers wrapped up warm

Grey clouds rolling in



Thursday 15th February


I feel your absence

Every single day

Everywhere is empty

Since you went away


I walk all alone

Through the thronging crowds

Always looking for you

In the passing clouds


Each evening I know

There’ll be no sounds

In the dark of night

Confusion surrounds


Only in my dreams

Do I know you’re there

Happy and smiling

The sun in your hair


Precious Angel son


Sending love and hugs


Wednesday 14th February


Sending love and hugs

On this Valentine’s Day

Though you’re not here

Memories don’t fade away

Blowing kisses to you

In heaven where you lay

Missing you so much

More than I can say


Sweet Angel of mine

Dearest darling son

Heavenly Valentine

Now forever young



We’ll always love you


Tuesday 13th February


We’ll always love you sweetie

And will miss you forever

Fly high precious starman

With all the angels together

A life taken far too soon

But so much to remember

Everything you achieved

And your brave endeavour

You’ll never leave my heart

Though I’ll always wonder whether

If you’re nearby my darling

Still as cheeky and clever



Another breezy day

Porthmeor Beach

A curious seagull

Lighten up


Monday 12th February


Lighten up

I’m trying

Relax a bit

I’m sighing

Chill out

I’m lying

Take it easy

I’m crying


Miss you sweetheart

Moon and back

Beyond the stars

Treasured Angel son


Looking down on the town this morning

Porthmeor Beach this afternoon

Half term holidaymakers strolling along the sand

Late afternoon in the harbour

A broken heart


Sunday 11th February


A broken heart still beats

I know that to be true

Even though mine is crushed

And fractured into two

It continues with the rhythm

Beating for me and you


Love you sweetie

Precious Angel son


Walking down Porthmeor Hill to the beach

Fluffy clouds and blue skies

The harbour bathed in sunshine

Wintery showers on the horizon



Saturday 10th February


I often wonder

A little too much

On who you’d become

The lives you’d touch

With your exuberance

And love and such


And yet I ponder

All the “What if’s”

“Why” and “Maybe’s”

The lifestyle shifts

Plans to grow older

Still so many gifts


I cannot but

Imagine and think

If things didn’t end

In the swiftest blink

That left me hanging

Pushed to the brink


Where would we be?

That’s just something

I can only dream

And out of nothing

I’ll picture you

My sweet pumpkin


Beloved Angel son


Same view as yesterday, but so grey today