And just like that

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Thursday 21st March

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And just like that

You had gone

Leaving us here

To carry on

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We weren’t ready

For you to go

Our lives, empty

That’s all I know

.

Just the mem’ries

Are left behind

Treasured times

Of fun, I’ll find

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Darling Angel

We’re missing you

So very much

We love you too

.

Precious son

xxxxxx

A grey Porthmeor Beach

Reflections in the harbour

Can you……?

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Wednesday 20th March

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Can you feel my sadness?

Can you see my grief?

Can you taste the pain?

Can you hear my heartache?

Can you smell the hopelessness?

Can you sense the continuing torment?

No?

Well, that’s okay then

I’m trying my best

To hide from you

All the emotions

That make you feel uncomfortable

.

I love you sweetie

And I’ll miss you forever

That will never change

Until I see you again

.

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach, waiting for the blue skies

Herring gulls and a black backed gull floating in the harbour

We didn’t know

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Monday 18th March

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We didn’t know

How much love

We felt for you

Until such time

You left this world

An emptiness

A giant void

A depth of pain

Beyond compare

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We love you so very much

Beyond the brightest stars

Way past Mercury and Mars

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach

A corner of the harbour

The Sloop Inn

Holding on to you

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Sunday 17th March

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The memories remain

In my heart

In my head

In my mind

In my life

In my dreams

And no one can take memories away

They are mine

I will protect them

I’ll treasure them

I may share them

I’ll document them

Memories are all I have left of you

And I’m grateful

Thankful

Mine to replay

Treasured moments

Holding on to you

.

And I still miss you

Love you forever

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Across the surf

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Saturday 16th March

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The relentless wind

Sings your name

Across the surf

Waves to proclaim

The salty taste

Ignites a flame

Those memories

Your hall of fame

And in my heart

You’re there, the same

.

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Big waves at Porthmeor Beach this afternoon

A number of surfers braving the swell

Wind whips the tops off the waves

Blustery

Trying to get out back

Four years ago

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Tuesday 12th March

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Four years ago

I thought you were sleeping

Four years ago

But you weren’t breathing

Four years ago

Your heart stopped beating

Four years ago

My tears began flowing

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…………………………………….

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Another year has gone

From pain you were set free

Four long and lonely years

Time has passed so quickly

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Taken from this world

So unexpectedly

It feels like yesterday

That you were here with me

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My darling Angel boy

We’re left with memories

Times of joy and laughter

When life was so carefree

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Tomorrow’s not promised

There is no guarantee

Remembering you with love

Forever thirty you’ll be

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Missing you so very much

Love you forever sweetheart

My heavenly Angel son

18.1.1985 – 12.3.2015

xxxxxx

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Four years ago