Tuesday 31st January
  

Now I walk a different path

One which wasn’t meant for me

A path that appeared in an instant

When from this life, you were set free.

  

There is a path parallel to mine

Which you and I together follow

Side by side, we’re still exploring

Not worrying about tomorrow.

  

I can clearly see this other path

But its route is closed off to me

The only time I can walk with you

Is in an alternate reality.

  

So forward I go, at my own pace

Carrying you with me in my heart

Making progress, not getting lost

Closer to you, not further apart.

  

Love you forever

Sweetheart Angel son.

xxxxxx

 

Monday 30th January
  

Placid baby

Sitting on my knee.

Happy toddler

Such a quick crawler.

Challenging child

Loved it when you smiled.

Book reading boy

Bringing so much joy.

Such a cheeky chap 

Overcoming handicap.

A growing lad

Sometimes driving us mad.

Horse riding teenager

Enjoying outdoors and nature.

A well-travelled young man

Having fun was the plan.

Becoming an independent adult

So happy with the result.

Suddenly an Angel

Your passing, so painful.

My dearest darling son

Now forever young.

xxxxxx

Sunday 29th January
  

I miss you 

But you’re not here

I love you

But you’re in heaven.

I think about you

Makes no difference

I love you

So many memories.

I talk to you

But you don’t reply

I love you

Thirty years of happiness.

I look for you

Never gonna find you

I love you

You’re in my heart.

I listen out for you

But there’s no sound

I love you

My darling son.

I want you here

Not gonna happen.

I love you

My precious Angel.

xxxxxx

Saturday 28th January
   

Walking with the pain

Smiling through the heartache

Breathing along with stress

Functioning but close to tears

Traveling with excess baggage

Appearing normal yet crushed

Reminiscing with a heavy heart

Loving you beyond the stars 

My precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Friday 27th January
  

Angel in the clouds

Flying high above 

Looking up to you

We send all our love.

  

A ‘word cloud’ for you

Precious Angel son

Shaped like a heart

My dearest, darling one.

  

xxxxxx

Thursday 26th January
  

Trying so hard to hide the pain

Smiling through tears about to fall

I know I’ll keep on saying your name

With so many memories to recall.

  

You filled our lives with so much fun

It’s quite surreal to think you’ve gone

You’re now in heaven my Angel son

But safe in my heart, you will live on.

  

My sweetie pie

xxxxxx

Wednesday 25th January
    

“Beyond the door
There’s peace I’m sure
And I know there’ll be no more
Tears in heaven”

Eric Clapton

‘Tears in heaven’ came on the radio this afternoon, and instantly I thought of you.

https://youtu.be/sSbqm7ZK_9s

      

Remembering all the good times

Still saying your name

Missing you so very much

When an Angel, you became.

xxxxxx

Tuesday 24th January
  

Frazzle Dazzle

Sweet Baby Boy

Our name for you

Little Lord Fauntleroy

  

Love you so much

Precious Angel son

Up in heaven

Now forever young.

xxxxxx

Monday 23rd January
  

Sparkling dew on yellow petals

Blue skies with floating clouds

Colourful carnations about to bloom

Rolling waves on golden sands

Spreading branches stretching upwards

Crisp January brings welcome smiles.

  

Missing you so much

Wishing you were here

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Sunday 22nd January
  

My sweet Sunday Angel

Although you’re no longer here

I still see your presence

All around, feeling you near.

  

My sweet Sunday Angel

My heart will be with you always

But I’m sure you do know that

Beating softly, the rest of my days.

  

My sweet Sunday Angel

You’ll forever be a part of me

Falling asleep, you’re in my dreams

Smiling and laughing, so carefree.

  

Love you sweetie

Moon and back

Forever

xxxxxx