Saturday 30th September

     

Too young

To go

Too soon

  

Time doesn’t help

Time doesn’t heal

Time is not a medicine

   

The pain is there

It might be hidden

But there’s always pain

  

Sometimes

There are no words

To describe the hurt

  

The heart knows no time

Your heartbeat is there

Beating with mine

  

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

  

Friday 29th September

     

You are my sweet Angel

The bright stars in the sky

The white crests on waves

The hovering butterfly

  

You are my dearest darling

The warm shadows on the sand

The sunbeams beyond the clouds

The melody of a steel band

  

You are my little poppet

The diamond ring on my finger

The colours in a rainbow

The beautiful memories that linger

   

xxxxxx

Thursday 28th September

    

I see your face in the clouds

I hear your voice in the wind

I feel your touch in the rain

I taste you in each chocolate brownie

I smell you when cooking roast dinner

And I sense your heart beating in mine

  
My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Wednesday 27th September

    

Thinking of you

As I always do

 

Missing you

I do that too

  

Loving you

My heart is true

  

Dreaming of you

It helps me get through

  

Holding you

I wish you knew

  

Memories of you

Come out of the blue

   

Imagining you

On wings you flew

    

xxxxxx

Tuesday 26th September

     

My darling, blue-eyed boy

You brought us so much joy

Missing that happy smile

Unseen in quite a while

  

Fly high, sweetie pie

Way up there, in the sky

Love you forever

Forgotten never

  

xxxxxx

Monday 25th September

    

The

Missing of you

Will

Last forever

   

The

Not knowing

Leaves

So many questions

  

The

Complete emptiness

Is

Heart breaking

  

The

Memories you left

Are

All I have

   

My

Love for you

Will

Never diminish​

   

xxxxxx

Sweetheart Angel son

Sunday 24th September

    

A beautiful Angel

That’s my son

Up in heaven

His life’s done

Missing him

And all the fun

Love you sweetie

Forever young

    

xxxxxx

Saturday 23rd September

     

I’m here

But you aren’t

I’d talk to you

But I can’t

Remembering

Memories enchant

My darling

My confidante

    

Love you forever

Forget you never

Always together

xxxxxx

Friday 22nd September

    

Compartmentalising and coping

To stop the

Melancholy and moping

Putting on a

Daily mask and hoping

Others can’t see

The fear and foreboding

That I hide

In order to live without provoking

A tear, a sob

Collapsing in a heap, choking

But memories

Of you, bouncing back and exploding

So that I can

Go out, with a smile, strolling

    

My darling Angel

xxxxxx

Thursday 21st September

    

Is this it?

Is this how it’s going to be?

Nothing changes

Nothing will change the fact you’ve gone

Each morning’s the same

Each morning I know you’re not there

Over again

Over, and over again I’m reminded

Heartache and emptiness

Heartache and emptiness can’t be cured

   

It won’t go away

It won’t get better

It won’t come to an end

It doesn’t wind up and stop

Grief will be with us always

Grief will be a part of our lives

Grief wakes up with us in the morning

And goes to bed with us at night

Grief lives in our house

  

But you, my Angel

Live in my heart

Alive in my dreams

Always beside me

Somehow you’re there

Soaring above the clouds

To the end of the rainbow

That’s what I must believe

   

Fly high Angel son

Now forever young

xxxxxx