Sunday 30th September

.

Miss you forever

Love you forever

Cherish you forever

Treasure you forever

.

Now and forever

Always and forever

Today and forever

Forever and forever

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Saturday 29th September

.

Now, without you, I remain…..

Walking down a different path

Breathing along unfamiliar routes

Smiling in another life

Moving in an unexpected direction

Living in a separate world

.

And I miss you

Love you so much

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Friday 28th September

.

How’s my little Frankie?

Your dear Nan asked today

He’s gone off to heaven

I struggled quietly to say

But you didn’t tell me

Her tears fall in dismay

.

Dementia’s a curse

Her mind in disarray

Confusion, lost mem’ries

Pain that won’t go away

I did love him so much

The games we used to play

.

Trying to remember

When life was all okay

A time of innocence

Filled with fun everyday

How things change so swiftly

Now the brain does decay

.

We all loved you so much

Wish you were here to stay

Nan cannot understand

That you have passed away

My dear little Frankie

In heaven’s where you lay

.

Love you so much

Sweet Angel son

xxxxxx

Thursday 27th September

.

No matter what is in the future

I know that you are with me

No matter what happens

I know that you’re close by

No matter where I am

I know that you’re watching over

No matter what life brings

I know we’ll be together

.

Dearest darling Angel son

Now forever young

xxxxxx

Wednesday 26th September

.

The sun shines down

A warm, glowing light

But you’re not here

So it’s not as bright

.

The seabirds soar

Flying so high

But you’re not here

My butterfly

.

The waves roll in

Cresting white foam

But you’re not here

Should be at home

.

Stars shine bright

The harvest moon too

But you’re not here

To heaven you flew

.

Miss you everyday

Love you more

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Tuesday 25th September

.

I’m with you

I’m still with you

I’ll always be with you

.

I’m right here

I’m by your side

I’ll always be there

.

I’ll never be without you

I’ll be right by your side

I’m here with you always

.

Love you forever

Forget you never

Always together

Forever and ever

.

Sweetheart Angel son

xxxxxx

Monday 24th September

.

I write a few lines, everyday

Remembering my precious son

I don’t know when this process stops

Perhaps when my life here is done

.

Just talking to him in this way

Has become quite special to me

Our quiet time to share my thoughts

Close to my heart is where he’ll be

.

Love you forever

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Sunday 23rd September

.

Such a lonely and solitary walk

A terribly personal feeling

Emotions carefully camouflaged

With all this grief I’m dealing

.

No one talks of the heartache

Not bringing pain to the surface

Treading on fragile eggshells

Fearful of hurting on purpose

.

And so I’m left to talk with you here

Writing down thoughts and sentiments

Avoiding the unparralleled paralysis

Remembering all the precious moments

.

Love you sweetie

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Saturday 22nd September

.

I miss you more than words

I miss you more than anything

I miss you more than ever

I miss you more than everything

Over and over

Again and again

More and more

Time after time

.

Love you sweetie

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Friday 21st September

.

Early autumn days

Sparkling, windswept seas

Surfers riding waves

Thoughts and memories

.

Blue skies and sunshine

Seagulls in the breeze

Boats in the harbour

Thoughts and memories

.

Long, bracing rambles

Rustling, trembling trees

Copper leaves blown down

Thoughts and memories

.

Sentiments and sighs

Life’s no guarantees

So carpe diem

Thoughts and memories

.

Love you forever

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx