Saturday 8th September

.

Even though you’ve gone away

Within my heart is where you stay

Trying to keep those tears at bay

Whilst thinking about you every day

.

I still have so many things to say

Wishing I could go back to yesterday

When life was anything but grey

And the sun shone with iridescent ray

.

We would be planning our holiday

Our annual trip to the USA

Fun outdoors where you would play

Shopping, swimming, theme parks, yay!

.

So to heaven climbing the stairway

Upon a cloud is now where you lay

And I am left in utter disarray

But I’ll love you till my dying day

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Friday 7th September

.

Forever

Seems to last so long

Interminable

On and on, without end

Eternally

Immortal, absolutely permanent

To infinity

Always and for all time

.

You, your soul, your memories

Me, my grief, my love

.

Love you forever

To infinity and beyond

My treasured Angel son

An unbreakable bond

.

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach this afternoon

Thursday 6th September

.

All around are pieces of you

A song, a smell, a word

Many reminders of your life

Leave my mind feeling blurred

.

I want those memories to stay strong

Clear and vibrant and real

Many reminders of your life

With so much love to feel

.

And so I talk to you daily

And tell you all that’s going on

Many reminders of your life

I just don’t want any to be gone

.

Love you forever

Forget you never

Always together

Forever and ever

.

xxxxxx

Wednesday 5th September

.

Your silence shouts in the wind

Your absence knocks on the door

Emptiness fills each room to bursting

Take me back to how it was before

.

Thinking of you always

My darling Angel son

Fly high precious starman

Your earthly life is done

.

xxxxxx

Tuesday 4th September

.

I seem to make through each day

Though it’s the nights I find hard

Many thoughts and images of you

Leave my heart broken and scarred

.

Knowing that you won’t be there

When I wake up every morning

It’s as if it happens all over again

That you were gone, without warning

.

My precious, sweet and loving boy

Such wonderful memories to treasure

A time of innocence and freedom

When we were a family together

.

Love you sweetheart

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Monday 3rd September

.

Life is precious

And so were you

My darling son

Our love was true

.

Treasured memories

Are all that’s left

My darling son

Feeling bereft

.

You were special

Without a doubt

My darling son

Can’t live without

.

Remembering you

Both day and night

My darling son

Your star shines bright

.

xxxxxx

Sunday 2nd September

.

Flowers for you; I hope you can see

Really would love you close to me

But you’re in heaven flying free

All this grief, I couldn’t foresee

This is where you truly should be

I know of no-one who wouldn’t agree

.

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Saturday 1st September

.

Some days strong

Some days weak

Sometimes chatty

Then I can’t speak

.

Some days happy

Some days sad

Sometimes calm

Then I’m going mad

.

Some days brave

Some days afraid

Sometimes upbeat

Then so dismayed

.

Ups and downs

Keeping life in check

Trying hard

Feeling like a wreck

.

Suppressing the hurt

Hiding all the pain

Waiting for the time

I’ll see you again

.

Beautiful angel

My darling son

Love you always

Now forever young

.

xxxxxx

Friday 31st August

.

Life moves fast

Memories last

Dreams of the past

I’m left aghast

Please stay, I asked

But heaven is vast

With love unsurpassed

.

Thinking of you always

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Thursday 30th August

.

Behind the dark clouds

There shines the sun

Beyond the wet drizzle

A rainbow is spun

Beneath autumn winds

A smile for someone

Within my broken heart

Memories of my son

.

Love you sweetheart

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx