Monday 11th January
.
I know I’m taking my time
But I’ve a mountain to climb
It’s height keeps increasing
As the grief keeps releasing
When suddenly, out of the blue
My direction is thrown askew
.
Thinking of you always
Love you sweetheart
Precious Angel son
xxxxx
Driving back into town, a watery rainbow welcomes
Sunday 10th January
.
A little glimpse skywards
I see beyond the clouds
An Angel flying heaven wards
Peace and calmness enshrouds
.
Thinking of you sweetie
Beloved Angel son
xxxxx
Dark clouds in contrast to the town bathed in sunshine
Saturday 9th January
.
I don’t have to
I just know…
I don’t have to look
To see
I don’t have to listen
To hear
I don’t have to touch
To feel
I don’t have to taste
To savour
I don’t have to sniff
To smell
I don’t have to…
I just know
.
You’re here
You’re there
You’re everywhere
.
My dearest, darling Angel son
xxxxx
St Ives looking pretty this morning
Friday 8th January
.
The moment when
Life stood still
Way back then
Going downhill
Time and again
Waiting until
The last amen
Heart does chill
.
Thinking of you daily
My darling Angel baby
Missing you like crazy
And loving you greatly
.
xxxxx
Dark clouds over Porthmeor
A little blue sky to be seen
Cold and raw today
Thursday 7th January
.
Living with it
Existing without it
Or running from it
.
Survival
Being
Life
.
Of
Through
Because
.
Loss
Grief
Bereavement
.
Breathe
Smile
Dream
.
Thinking of you sweetie
My darling Angel son
Love you
Moon and back
xxxxx
Chilly and bright this morning
Frost still on the sand on Porthmeor Beach at 1pm
Calm seas towards the Island
Wednesday 6th January
.
I still
Can’t quite
Believe
You’ve gone
.
Come on
Hold on
Keep on
Live on
.
Thinking of you
Treasured Angel son
xxxxx
Tuesday 5th January
.
Can you hear me
As I murmur
Love you sweetie
I’ll hold you firmer
You’re in my heart
Feeling warmer
And in heaven
Angel observer
.
Love you forever
Beloved Angel son
xxxxx
Monday 4th January
.
A late morning walk
Across Gwithian sands
It’s where we would go
Holding each others’ hands
Climbing up on the rocks
You’re ruler of the lands
Breathing in deeply
As each lung expands
The air clear and bright
A few cloudy, white strands
The bluest of blue skies
Where our soul understands
We are with each other
Just like our love commands
.
Love you forever sweetheart
My darling Angel son
xxxxx
An old engine house; evidence of tin mining in this area
The Red River (looking quite blue today) flowing fast towards the sea
The brick built tower of an old tin mine
The Red River again
Godrevy Lighthouse
Built 1858 – 1859, marking the dangerous Stones Reef
Looking across the bay towards St Ives
Sunday 3rd January
.
Sitting here, thinking
Those memories of you
Wrap all the way around
Stop me feeling blue
.
Thinking of you
Missing you
Remembering you
Loving you
.
My darling Angel son
xxxxx
Driving along the harbour front this afternoon
Saturday 2nd January
.
Every now and then
Sometimes, some days
Through the dark clouds
I feel your gaze
Warmth on my face
My heart’s ablaze
Cold winter rain
Love you always
.
Thinking of you sweetie
Beloved Angel son
xxxxx
