Learning

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Friday 1st December

   

Learning to carry on

When a piece is missing

All I can do

Is keep reminiscing

  

Learning to breathe

When the heart is broken

Keep making sure

Your name is spoken

  

Learning to live

When a life has gone

Just have to keep

On keeping on

  

My precious Angel son

Now forever young

xxxxxx

Never grows dim

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Thursday 30th November

   

Never the same

I call your name

No-one replies

Tears fall from eyes

  

Empty feeling

Pain revealing

Brokenhearted

You departed

  

Those little things

Happiness brings

Rememb’ring you

A smile so true

  

My darling son

His day is done

My love for him

Never grows dim

  

My Angel

xxxxxx

Feels like

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Wednesday 29th November

   

It still feels like it happened yesterday

I know the relentless agony should soften

Yet the pain is definitely here to stay

But perhaps my tears won’t flow so often

   

Missing you today

Loving you forever

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Big, billowing clouds

Panorama of the harbour

Long after you’ve gone

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Tuesday 28th November

    

Long after you’ve gone

Love for you lives on

Though you are not here

I know you’re​ always near

Mem’ries never-ending

Broken hearts want mending

Another day without​ you

And so pain begins anew

   

Missing you

Loving you

Always and forever

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Northerly winds blowing onto Porthmeor Beach

Less breezy in the harbour, but dark clouds over Gwithian

Always loving you

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Monday 27th November

    

Always loving you

Always thinking of you

Always speaking your name

  

Holding your memory

Close to my heart

Holding your soul

  

Never stop speaking your name

Never stop thinking of you

Never stop loving you

  

Never forgotten

But never the same

Love never dies

  

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

As the sun sets

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Sunday 26th November

    

As the sun sets,

Upon the cloud

Your​ head rests.

And when it rises,

The mask I wear

All pain disguises.

  

As the moon beams

And lights the dark

Sweetest of dreams.

And when it wanes

I try so hard

To hide the pains.

  

Thinking of you always

Loving you forever

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Driving home….

The sun slowly disappears….

Below the trees…

A criss cross of clouds, when we came to visit you, just before arriving home

I’m walking

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Saturday 25th November

   

Standing with you this morning

Trying to stop a tear from falling

Can you hear my words calling?

As on Angel wings you’re soaring

For each new day keeps dawning

And my heart, for you, is longing

Memories of you, returning

My son, with you, I’m walking

   

Love you forever

Missing you daily

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Rainbow sprite

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Friday 24th November

   

A beautiful rainbow sprite

Among iridescent clouds

Ice crystals scattering light

A solar halo enshrouds

Was that you painting the sky?

Splashing colour in an arc

Holding a paintbrush as you fly

Trying to chase away the dark

    

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

A colourful prism appeared in the clouds this morning, when we came to visit you

Looking down on the town, bathed in sunshine

And then, later on, a rainbow appeared, outside the front door

What I wouldn’t do

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Thursday 23rd November

    

What I wouldn’t do

To have a hug from you

What I wouldn’t do

To hear your voice, too

  

Sadly that’s not to be

No more will your face I see

From all pain you’re set free

My Angel, forever thirty

  

Love you forever

Beloved son

xxxxxx

Just two hardy surfers today, on a cold, blustery afternoon

Night night

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Wednesday 22nd November

   

Night night my Angel

Time to sleep

Safe in my heart

Your memories I keep

  

Night night my darling

Time to dream

Wish upon a star

Swing on a moonbeam

  

Night night sweetheart

Time to slumber

Picture the universe

So full of wonder

  

Night night my poppet

Time to doze

Gently snuggled

In a sweet repose

   

Night night my treasure

Time to rest

The sun has set

Over to the west

  

Sweet dreams

xxxxxx