Monday 30th July

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Some days

It’s just hard

Some days

I just let down my guard

Some days

Things don’t go right

Some days

I can’t sleep at night

Some days

Time is suspended

Some days

Darkness has descended

Some days

The missing is too much

Some days

I long for your heavenly touch

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Love you forever

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Sunday 29th July

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Everyday

In every way

Hoping you’ll come back to stay

Wishing you’d never gone away

Every day

In every way

Wanting you here today

Love you forever I say

Every day

In every way

Up in heaven with angels you play

I know I’ll be seeing you some day

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Love you poppet

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Saturday 28th July

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One two three four

One thousand two hundred and thirty four

One two three four

The days since you’re not with me anymore

One two three four

The days since you went through heaven’s door

One two three four

The number of days since you breathed no more

One two three four

You grew your wings and flew beyond the shore

One two three four

And every day those silent tears still pour

One two three four

One thousand two hundred and thirty four

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And I miss you like it’s yesterday

Love you forever and always

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Friday 27th July

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Never stop loving you

Never stop missing you

Never stop speaking of you

Never stop thinking about you

Never stop dreaming about you

Never stop wishing it wasn’t so

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Love you forever

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Thursday 26th July

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So many children

On the beach

Buckets and spades

An ice cream each

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Splashing in the sea

Or digging in the sand

So much fun and joy

Oh isn’t life grand?

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Surfing on bodyboards

Paddling in a canoe

Sheltering ‘neath umbrellas

From sun and seagulls too

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Off you’d go, for a walk

Hat on, reading a book

Lost in your own world

Quietly taking a look

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Sitting on the beach today

Wondering where you’d be

Wish you’d come into view

Then we’d all, happy be

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Missing you poppet

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Wednesday 25th July

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Sometimes the sadness takes a break

But it never fully breaks away

Sometimes tears don’t fall so freely

But they’re there, in the corner of my eyes

Sometimes I’m stopped in my tracks

But I must keep on keeping on

Sometimes the heartache is too much

But my heart does continue to beat

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Missing you sweetie

Love you forever

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Tuesday 24th July

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Wishing for yesterday

Dealing with today

Hope for tomorrow

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(Seeing a face in the clouds

Thinking it’s a sign?)

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Missing you sweetheart

Love you forever

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Monday 23rd July

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Coping with strength

Breathing through pain

Seeing amidst tears

I’ll see you again

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Smiling though troubled

Quietly carrying sadness

Alone beside crowds

You filled us with gladness

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Living alongside grief

Moving in a haze

Sleeping between nightmares

Love you in so many ways

.

Precious Angel son

Missing you so much

xxxxxx

Sunday 22nd July

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Walking along in a different life

So much for which to be grateful

And yet one with tremendous grief

To your memory I’ll be faithful

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Thinking of you always

Loving you forever

My treasured Angel son

Forget you never

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xxxxxx

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