Searching

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Thursday 1st December 

Searching for solace
Maybe easing pain
Won't happen quickly
Quite hard to attain
A loss so profound
Broken family chain
Reshaping our lives
Memories sustain

Love you so much
Miss you forever
xxxxx
Misty and bitterly cold this morning
The start of our drive home
Beautiful colours
Sunny skies soon appeared
Dorset gold
Autumnal hues
Sunbeams and shadows

By the river

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Wednesday 30th November 

All calm by the river
A few swans a-swimming
As the sun goes down
Golden light is dimming

Darling sons
Precious mum
Love you lots
xxxxx
Wareham Quay
River Frome
Swans by the slip
A calm evening’s glow
Bird life
Boats on buoys
Hazy light
Surveying his territory
Setting sun

So raw

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Monday 28th November 

It's all so raw
And makes me sad

A life well-lived
Of that I'm glad

We love you so much
And will miss you forever
xxxxx
Driving home from Truro

A long day

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Saturday 26th November 

A long day
Lots to do
Sorting things
Going through
All mum's stuff
Sad and blue
Miss you much
Love so true
Just not fair
I love you

Precious sons
Beloved mum
Love you
xxxxx
Mum, brother, niece, sister, husband, me, son 💖

Phone call

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Friday 25th November 

Phone call earlier
From oncologist
Must try to remain
An optimist

Results relayed
CT scan clear
No more worries
For another year

A few little blobs
A small gallstone
A couple of masses
But they haven't grown

Stage 2 kidney disease
Is that a worry?
No, not really
Breathe, don't hurry

So all is well
With me, at least
Heavy weight removed
No sign of the beast

Love you
Precious sons
Beloved mum
xxxxx

With dignity and grace

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Tuesday 24th November 

With dignity and grace
Calm spread over her face

Taking that final breath
Slipped into a peaceful death

Dementia is a bitch
An evil little witch

To pneumonia she succumbed
Leaving us totally numbed

Love my Mum so dearly
Truly and sincerely

Until we're together
We'll be with you wherever
Love you mum forever
Memories to treasure

xxxxx