Wednesday 23rd June 

Some days, sometimes 
Every once in a while 
Even now and then 
Wish I could see your smile 
That cheeky little grin
The sunlight to beguile
A twinkle in those eyes
Your hugs, so very tactile 

Thinking of you 
Beloved Angel son 
xxxxx 

Tuesday 22nd June 

Everything has changed
Because it really had to
Slowly the pain of heartbreak 
Softens as the knife cuts through

Please don't get me wrong 
Grief forever remains
Always in the background 
Tied down firmly in chains

At times the tethers are heavy
Moving forward is just so hard
Weighted down and restrained 
Grief leaves you forever scarred

Then there are other days
When the lightness of being 
Wakes you up with a smile 
Shaking shackles, limbs freeing

Love you so much 
Precious Angel son 
xxxxx 

Monday 21st June 

Thinking
Pondering over
Places
Destinations 

Where we've been
Where we've missed
Where we'd like to go
Where we might revisit

Then
Right now 
Sometime in the future 
When? 

Making plans
Having goals
Finalising dreams
Put into action 

Just hope
These thoughts
Transform 
Into reality

Does it matter
If things don't 
Turn out
The way we intended? 

Taking you with us 
Everywhere 
We can
Always

Precious Angel son 
xxxxx 

Sunday 20th June 

And I don't want to forget
I will never stop remembering 
I'll keep you with me always 
Even though my heart's trembling
Never losing sight of your smile 
But left forever wondering 
Of the man you would become 
Emotional surrendering

Forever and always 
Beloved Angel son 
xxxxx 

Saturday 19th June 

Feelings hidden
But thoughts tumble 
A flowing stream
Or white water rapids
Murky depths
Then crystal clear 
Caught between 
An open road
And an unknown highway 
Waves crash in
Dispelling footprints
The mapped out path
Obliterated 
Hypnotised by
Changing scenery 
Bewildered and
Discombobulated 
Questions unanswered
Future uncertain
Recurrent nightmares
Faltering steps
But head held high 
This is the way
To breathe, survive
Embracing memories 
Celebratory and proud

In my thoughts
Forever and always 
Precious Angel son 
xxxxx 

Friday 18th June 

Alive in our hearts
Memories still clear
We miss you so much 
My darling, my dear 
You walk beside us
We can feel you near 
We love you sweetheart 
And wish you were here 

Beloved Angel son 
xxxxx 

Thursday 17th June 

A shared past
Present in memories 
Future that's modified


My darling Angel son 
Thinking of you always 
xxxxx 

Wednesday 16th June 

Falling into that space
Once occupied by you 
Reliving all the memories 
That tumble into view 

Sweet Angel of mine 
Forever in our hearts 
So many thoughts 
Love is where it starts

xxxxx 

Tuesday 15th June 


Perhaps for a while
Imagine an instant
Maybe for a moment 
You're here, not distant

That would be perfect 
All fears fade away 
No pain and heartache 
You are back to stay

Love you forever 
Forget you never 
Always together 
For ever and ever 

Beloved Angel son 
xxxxx 

Monday 14th June 

G7 has ended
They've unblocked the roads 
So we came to see you 
Because we've missed you loads

Forever and always 
Precious Angel son 
xxxxx