Monday 18th October 

No words for my thoughts 
I can't speak my emotions 
Unexpressed sentiments 
Just going through the motions  

Dearest darling sons 
Love you both so much 
xxxxx 

Sunday 17th October 

Holding the darkness at bay 
Where silently lies the pain 
I know it won't disappear 
It reminds me of your domain 
Gone from my side, not my heart 
Knowing I'll see you again 
A never-ending reminder 
The link that won't break the chain 

Love you both so much 
Precious sons 
xxxxx 

Saturday 16th October 

Looking forward 
And trying hard 
Not to stumble 
Be caught off guard 
By something that 
I disregard 
An obstacle 
Leaving me scarred 

Love you both so much 
Precious Angel sons 
xxxxx 

Friday 15th October 

Remembering moments 
Recalling the time 
When life was simple  
No mountains to climb 

Love you both so much 
Precious Angel sons
xxxxx 

Thursday 14th October 

Another rotation 
Around the sun 
Happy birthday Gary 
Seventy-one! 
Crikey mikey 
Quite an old 'un 
But good to know 
Still having fun 
Birthday wishes
From everyone 

Precious sons 
Love you both 
xxxxx 

Wednesday 13th October 

We lived 
You departed 
And even though 
I'm brokenhearted 
This I know 
Back where we started 
Together again 
Our paths are charted 
Beyond the stars 
No longer parted 

Love you both so much 
My darling sons 
xxxxx 

Tuesday 12th October 

Peace in my smile 
But look carefully 
Behind the eyes 
Some disharmony 
But I'll continue on 
With some certainty 
Just persevering 
Quite purposely 

Love you both so much 
Beloved sons 
xxxxx 

Monday 11th October 

I'll have faith in my journey 
I'll trust this road 
I may not know the path 
Though I carry a load 
But I hope the way's clear 
Towards a new episode 
So onwards and upwards 
As my pace hasn't slowed 

Love you both 
My precious sons 
xxxxx 

Sunday 10th October 

All those tiny steps 
Add up 
Resulting in a journey of 
Many miles 
Just keep on keeping on 
Living life 

Love you both so much 
My darling sons 
xxxxx 

Saturday 9th October 

Touching the sky 
Caressing the clouds 
Clearing my thoughts 
Away from the crowds 

Love you both so much 
My darling sons 
xxxxx