My head is a mess

Thursday 15th December 

My head is a mess
It's so filled with stress
It'll fade, I guess
There's much distress
I ought to assess
Try not to digress
Need to decompress
A little progress
And I'll find success
Work through the process
It's hard nonetheless

Love you so much
Treasured sons
Beloved Mum

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  1. Oh Melanie, I’m sorry your head is “a mess”. It sounds like there’s a lot to deal with and stress can be so damn difficult. It’s often not as easy as just “managing it” or getting rid of it. I’m always around if ever you want someone to talk to, just in case. The photos are beautiful as always. Do you know what you’ll be doing for Christmas? I can’t believe it’s only next week; I’m very behind on everything and the time has disappeared. I really do hope that things with you are okay – please look after yourself 💜
    Caz xxxxx

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    • Thank you so much Caz for your kind words and understanding.
      I thought I was managing OK, but after my mum’s funeral, and then an eight hour drive to Bristol and back, I had a big ‘wobble’.
      I couldn’t stop crying and shaking, I didn’t eat for a couple of days, and couldn’t sleep.
      Things are slowly getting better, with my body not so stressed and anxious; but it will take time, I know that.
      We planned for Christmas a few months ago, and will depart for some sunshine, rest and recuperation next week.
      Thank you again for caring.
      Melanie x 💕 x

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