Category Archives: Musings

Hank

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Tuesday 4th February 

Hank, today you’d be ninety-three
But sixteen years been flying free
Many memories; you linger near
A bond untouched by month or year

Days pass, the seasons change
With happy smiles and laughs
Adventures remembered
Forever treasured in photographs

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Happy heavenly birthday Hank
4.2.1932 - 5.10.2009
Into the Wild Blue Yonder
Miss you, and all our adventures
x


February the Fourth
World Cancer Day
Striking our family
In the worst kind of way

My father Hank
4.2.1932 - 5.10.2009 
Pancreatic Cancer

My son Frank
18.1.1985 - 12.3.2015 
Testicular Cancer

Me  
Metastatic Malignant Melanoma
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In this journey

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Monday 3rd February 

In this journey
Vast and wide
We find our path 
We choose our side
With every step
We learn to trust
In life's great puzzle
We constantly adjust

Love you so much
Precious sons
Beloved Mum
xxxxx

Sunday dawns

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Sunday 2nd February 

Sunday dawns
Skies quite grey
Gloomy weather
Here to stay
Yet indoors
Warmth does rise
Roast dinner 
Comforting prize

Warm aroma
It will spread
Through the house
Waiting to be fed
A sense of comfort
Delight and cheer
Dispelling gloom
Drawing all near

Love you so much
Precious sons
Beloved Mum
xxxxx

Slow down

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Saturday 1st February 

Slow down, those thoughts
Let the world's noise fade
Listen to the silence
Whispers of peace conveyed

Focusing on stillness
Time itself seems to rest
No movement, just being
In the moment, truly blessed

Breathing in the calm
Exhale all that stirs within
In the quietude, find
A serene place to begin

Love you so much
Precious sons
Beloved Mum
xxxxx

Within

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Friday 31st January 

Within
This heavenly scene
It is
But a fleeting dream
I awaken
The world will fade
Leaving just
Memories I've made

Love you so much
Precious sons
Treasured Mum
xxxxx

If I could

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Thursday 30th January 

If I could 
I would
Reach across the void
But I can't
The distance is too great
You're not here
Where you should be
In this space
Beside me
Yet, your absence
Fills the room
Like a silent
Echoing tune

If I could 
I would
Weave words into time
But I can't
The moments slip by
You're not here
But your spirit
Lingers
In each breath
In every sigh

If I could 
I would
Make the world pause
But I can't
Life moves relentlessly on
You're not here
Yet you are
Everywhere 
A presence
A memory 
A beautiful song

Love you so much
Precious sons
Beloved Mum
xxxxx

In the depths

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Wednesday 29th January 

In the depths of silence 
Finding solace knowing
Our bond transcends
Boundaries of time and space

In the darkest of nights
Your spirit lingers
Illuminating the path
Back to your embrace

Love you so much
Treasured sons
Beloved Mum
xxxxx

Gales blow fierce

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Tuesday 28th January 

Gales blow fierce
Across the sea
Rain hits
With unrelenting glee

Waves crash
Upon rugged shore
Clouds dash
Shadows racing before

The ocean roars
Its voice untamed
The storm's hold
Power sustained

Love you so much
Precious sons
Beloved Mum
xxxxx

Silence does cry

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Monday 27th January 

The silence cries
Tears falling from eyes
Like rain from grey skies

In the quiet I hear
The echo of each tear
A whisper of fear

A mourning so deep
Even stillness does weep
And secrets keep

Each drop a story old
Of love, of loss, untold
In the silence, cold

The world in hush does lie
Beneath the weeping sky
And silence does cry

Love you so much
Precious sons
Beloved Mum
xxxxx

In the silence

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Sunday 26th January 

In the silence 
I find myself adrift 
A ship without a compass
Blowing on spindrift

Searching for shores
Of your presence
A haven of your love
Your total essence

As days stretch on
Each one a testament
To your absence
Lost in the sentiment

A constant reminder
Of the void
That now consumes
Nearly destroyed

Love you so much
Precious sons
Beloved Mum
xxxxx