Thursday 16th May


The scanxiety

And melanoia

Five and a half years

Of paranoia

Wishing and hoping

Cancer destroyer





Bloods and obs

CT scan

Four weeks waiting

Scanxiety and melanoia set in


Thinking of you always

Precious Angel son



33 responses »

    • Thank you.
      Everything seems OK, I just have to wait about four weeks for the results of the scan…. Then I can breathe again, (for another six months, that is 😊).

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    • Thank you, and no, I don’t like it either…..
      However, I’m grateful for the clinical trial, the close monitoring and the expertise of the consultants.
      I now have about a month to wait for the results…..
      I’ll lock those thoughts away, and carry on as normal 😊

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    • Thank you.
      In the beginning, I think it took a couple of weeks for the radiographer’s report to sent, but it has now stretched out to four weeks. It’s no fun waiting!


  1. Ah, the joys of the waiting room! All I can say is please don’t let it rule your life – it’s so easy to get into a negative mindset with these things, and I often think the worry is the main symptom. All the best, anyway – I’m sure all will be well.

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  2. I’m going through it too. Lost a few friends last few months and a few more won’t make it through 2019. I am at early stages, minimum treatments so far. Best advice I’ve had is to stop reading all about it and “live” each day.

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