Wednesday 7th July 

Floundering 
In the dark 
Just searching 
For a spark 

Where is that 
Small fracture 
Letting me 
Just capture 

The brightest 
Of flashlights 
Breaking through 
Those black nights? 

Trying to 
Move forward 
Way ahead 
Quite awkward 

Or is it 
More suited 
To remain 
Just secluded 

In repose 
Still and calm 
Inky gloom 
Healing balm? 

I'll close my eyes 
So I can see 
No interruptions 
Just you and me 

Love you sweetheart 
Beloved Angel son 
xxxxx 

Tuesday 6th July 

Intensely aware 
That you're not here 
Acutely conscious 
That the pain's severe 

We'll meet you again 
Of that I'm sure 
My sweet Angel son 
I'll hug you some more 

And until that day 
I'll cherish the thought 
Of fun and laughter 
All the love you brought 

Love you poppet 
Treasured Angel son 
xxxxx 

Monday 5th July 

It's love I remember the most 
Amongst memories so engrossed  
So gentle, pure and innocent 
Your star shines quite magnificent 

Fly high Starman 
Precious Angel son 
xxxxx 

Sunday 4th July 

For the first time in two years 
We're travelling to Dorset 
Visiting with family 
Shame it's so damp and wet 

With you as always 
Beloved Angel son 
xxxxx 

Saturday 3rd July 

Some days I really feel 
So happy to be alive 
Sunshine and lightness of step 
When my soul can easily thrive 

But then at other times 
Where I seem to just survive 
Gloomy days and plodding feet 
When my wellbeing takes a dive 

Becoming used to the path  
The ups and downs on the drive  
So turning my eyes skyward 
Joyful memories to revive 

Thoughts of you 
A love so true 
Precious Angel son 
Now forever young 
xxxxx 

Friday 2nd July 

Some things can't be amended
They can only be held
Carried in one's arms, hearts and minds
So fears can be dispelled

Love you sweetheart 
Beloved Angel son 
xxxxx 

Thursday 1st July 

I'm trying not to fall
To stumble or lose balance
The obstacles are many
I'm bruised by your absence

Thinking of you as always
Treasured Angel son 
xxxxx 

Wednesday 30th June 

Your smile we'll never forget
The laughter and the joy 
That special twinkle in your eye
My dearest, darling boy

Love you forever 
Forget you never 
Always together 
For ever and ever 

Beloved Angel son 
xxxxx 

Tuesday 29th June 

Living moment to moment
Without any plans 
Just taking deep breaths
Gently holding hands

Sweetheart Angel son 
xxxxx 

Warming up this afternoon

Monday 28th June 

Tired, but Trying
Motionless, but Movable
Perturbed, but with Promise
Upbeat, as Usual

Love you sweetheart 
My darling Angel son 
xxxxx