Sunday 26th January
.
Balancing
Holding on
But never, ever
Letting go
Ever
.
Readjusting
Learning to live
A different life
Without you
But breathing
.
Remembering
As if
You’re always here
Even though
You’re not
.
Love you sweetie
Beloved Angel son
xxxxx
Saturday 25th January
.
Dank and damp
It’s January
Dreary and dull
It’s temporary
.
With promises
The sun peaks through
Smile to the sky
A watery blue
.
Thinking of you
Beloved Angel son
xxxxx
Friday 24th January
.
As long as I remember
As long as those memories last
You are still here with me
Not fading into the past
.
Love you forever
My darling Angel son
xxxxx
Thursday 23rd January
.
You were here
Now you’re not
You did breathe
Now you don’t
You did laugh
Now there’s silence
We loved you
And still do
Those memories
Will last forever
.
Treasured Angel son
xxxxx
Wednesday 22nd January
.
I talk to my angel
When all is still
And I am alone
Waiting until
I sense you near
With love you fill
My broken heart
Driving out the chill
.
My sweetheart
Beloved Angel son
xxxxx
Tuesday 21st January
.
On the other side
Time doesn’t exist
On this side
You are so missed
Waiting for when
My emotions untwist
And together again
You’re in my midst
.
Love you forever
Treasured Angel son
xxxxx
Monday 20th January
.
Everywhere I look
That’s where you are
Close by, in the distance
Whether near or far
Right beside me
In heaven above
In my heart
Beating with love
.
Yet I miss you
I miss you so much
And I wish
I wish so much
That you were here
That you were near
.
Thinking of you
Remembering you
Loving you
Precious Angel son
xxxxx
Driving home on the back roads
Late afternoon sun beaming through the trees
Sunday 19th January
.
My love for you
Endures forever
You’re in my heart
And we’re together
.
Love you poppet
Beloved Angel son
xxxxx
Looking towards Hayle Towans
Saturday 18th January
.
Happy birthday sweetheart
Today you’d be thirty five
But cancer is a hateful thief
It wouldn’t let you survive
.
We think about you often
And the man you’d become
Saddened that you’re not here
Dearest, darling Angel son
.
Love you forever
Forget you never
Always together
For ever and ever
.
xxxxx
Friday 17th January
.
And just like that
Back in England again
Such a bumpy flight
In a big jumbo plane
Noticeably chilly
But at least no rain
Drive home tomorrow
Really can’t complain
.
With us always
Precious Angel son
xxxxx
Flying over the south west coast this morning
Cloud reflections on the sea
Driving out of London
A touch of blue sky
The sun is trying to warm things up
Early evening
