Sunday 27th June 

This relentless rain
Is dreary and grey
But does add sparkles
To a Summer's day

Thinking of you as always
Beloved Angel son 
xxxxx 

Saturday 26th June 

Upon quiet reflection
No need to feel pressured 
Thinking of the life you lived
And all that you weathered 
Memories won't be erased 
As long as they are treasured 
But the space you left behind 
Cannot surely be measured 

Love you poppet 
My darling Angel son 
xxxxx 

Friday 25th June 

The path forward
Is evolving
My route seems 
To be revolving 
Many problems 
I'm not solving 
But pain slowly 
Is dissolving 

Always and forever 
Sweet Angel son 
xxxxx 

Thursday 24th June 

And
I'll miss you 
Forever 

Until 
We are
Together 

I'll 
Make it my 
Endeavour 

Remember
You with love 
As ever

Memories 
Stay with me 
Whatever 

Love you sweetheart 
Treasured Angel son 
xxxxx 

Wednesday 23rd June 

Some days, sometimes 
Every once in a while 
Even now and then 
Wish I could see your smile 
That cheeky little grin
The sunlight to beguile
A twinkle in those eyes
Your hugs, so very tactile 

Thinking of you 
Beloved Angel son 
xxxxx 

Tuesday 22nd June 

Everything has changed
Because it really had to
Slowly the pain of heartbreak 
Softens as the knife cuts through

Please don't get me wrong 
Grief forever remains
Always in the background 
Tied down firmly in chains

At times the tethers are heavy
Moving forward is just so hard
Weighted down and restrained 
Grief leaves you forever scarred

Then there are other days
When the lightness of being 
Wakes you up with a smile 
Shaking shackles, limbs freeing

Love you so much 
Precious Angel son 
xxxxx 

Monday 21st June 

Thinking
Pondering over
Places
Destinations 

Where we've been
Where we've missed
Where we'd like to go
Where we might revisit

Then
Right now 
Sometime in the future 
When? 

Making plans
Having goals
Finalising dreams
Put into action 

Just hope
These thoughts
Transform 
Into reality

Does it matter
If things don't 
Turn out
The way we intended? 

Taking you with us 
Everywhere 
We can
Always

Precious Angel son 
xxxxx 

Sunday 20th June 

And I don't want to forget
I will never stop remembering 
I'll keep you with me always 
Even though my heart's trembling
Never losing sight of your smile 
But left forever wondering 
Of the man you would become 
Emotional surrendering

Forever and always 
Beloved Angel son 
xxxxx 

Saturday 19th June 

Feelings hidden
But thoughts tumble 
A flowing stream
Or white water rapids
Murky depths
Then crystal clear 
Caught between 
An open road
And an unknown highway 
Waves crash in
Dispelling footprints
The mapped out path
Obliterated 
Hypnotised by
Changing scenery 
Bewildered and
Discombobulated 
Questions unanswered
Future uncertain
Recurrent nightmares
Faltering steps
But head held high 
This is the way
To breathe, survive
Embracing memories 
Celebratory and proud

In my thoughts
Forever and always 
Precious Angel son 
xxxxx 

Friday 18th June 

Alive in our hearts
Memories still clear
We miss you so much 
My darling, my dear 
You walk beside us
We can feel you near 
We love you sweetheart 
And wish you were here 

Beloved Angel son 
xxxxx