Tuesday 19th March

.

I miss the fun

I miss the laughter

But I really miss

The happy-ever-after

.

Sweetheart Angel son

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach this afternoon

Harbour at high tide

Cloudy and grey

But then the skies cleared

Steps to the sea

Monday 18th March

.

We didn’t know

How much love

We felt for you

Until such time

You left this world

An emptiness

A giant void

A depth of pain

Beyond compare

.

We love you so very much

Beyond the brightest stars

Way past Mercury and Mars

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach

A corner of the harbour

The Sloop Inn

Sunday 17th March

.

The memories remain

In my heart

In my head

In my mind

In my life

In my dreams

And no one can take memories away

They are mine

I will protect them

I’ll treasure them

I may share them

I’ll document them

Memories are all I have left of you

And I’m grateful

Thankful

Mine to replay

Treasured moments

Holding on to you

.

And I still miss you

Love you forever

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Saturday 16th March

.

The relentless wind

Sings your name

Across the surf

Waves to proclaim

The salty taste

Ignites a flame

Those memories

Your hall of fame

And in my heart

You’re there, the same

.

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Big waves at Porthmeor Beach this afternoon

A number of surfers braving the swell

Wind whips the tops off the waves

Blustery

Trying to get out back

Friday 15th March

.

And so it was

Upon that day

You grew those wings

And flew away

.

And ever since

I know you’re there

You’re in my heart

And everywhere

.

My precious Angel son

Now forever young

xxxxxx

A stark looking Porthmeor Beach

A biting wind

Low tide, quite empty

Thursday 14th March

.

Not everyone remembers

But I’ll make sure I do

That you were once here

I’ll keep speaking about you

Smiling at all the memories

Then off to heaven you flew

.

Love you forever

Forget you never

Always together

Forever and ever

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Wednesday 13th March

.

Your memories will not fade

They’ll last a lifetime and beyond

Making sure I think of you daily

We have such an inseparable bond

.

My precious Angel son

Love you to the moon and back

Way beyond the stars

xxxxxx

Tuesday 12th March

.

Four years ago

I thought you were sleeping

Four years ago

But you weren’t breathing

Four years ago

Your heart stopped beating

Four years ago

My tears began flowing

.

…………………………………….

.

Another year has gone

From pain you were set free

Four long and lonely years

Time has passed so quickly

.

Taken from this world

So unexpectedly

It feels like yesterday

That you were here with me

.

My darling Angel boy

We’re left with memories

Times of joy and laughter

When life was so carefree

.

Tomorrow’s not promised

There is no guarantee

Remembering you with love

Forever thirty you’ll be

.

Missing you so very much

Love you forever sweetheart

My heavenly Angel son

18.1.1985 – 12.3.2015

xxxxxx

.

Four years ago

Monday 11th March

.

I can only imagine……

That’s all that’s left

Pictures of you

Of those, I’m blessed

.

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Wispy clouds over Porthmeor Beach

Cow parsley in the sunshine

Smeaton’s Pier

Harbour at low tide

Sunday 10th March

.

Every single day is harder

Pretence is second nature

I’m so sorry my darling

We couldn’t live your future

.

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

A very plump bumble bee alighted on your new daffodils