Monday 10th August
.
Can you grieve and smile
Can you laugh awhile?
Is there happiness
Amongst this sadness?
.
All those memories
Broken heart remedies
That you did exist
You’re still in our midst
.
And I love you so
Missing you I know
We’ll be together
For ever and ever
.
Precious Angel son
xxxxx
Blue skies over the town this morning
Sunday 9th August
.
Yesterday to Exeter
To endoscopy
For a colonoscopy
And polypectomy
.
Three little growths
Snared
Cauterised
Sent to pathology
.
Most uncomfortable
Pain temporary
But necessary
Precautionary
.
So there we are…..
.
Thinking of you as always
My darling Angel son
xxxxx
Next door’s overgrown garden
Over the rooftops towards Godrevy Lighthouse
.
Saturday 8th August
.
We climbed a mountain
Five years ago today
Raising awareness
Along Llanberis way
.
Keep on, keeping on
That’s what you would say
But Testicular Cancer
Stole your life away
.
Conquering Mount Snowdon
On that sunny Summer’s day
And remembering Frank
With so much love to convey
.
Thirty years went too soon
Really wished you could stay
But now my dearest darling
Heaven’s where you lay
.
Love you forever
Forget you never
Always together
For ever and ever
.
xxxxx
.
.
Thursday 6th August
.
I will always keep writing
You deserve to be remembered
My dearest, darling Angel son
There’s so much to be treasured
.
Love you sweetheart
xxxxx
Grey and mizzly today
Wednesday 5th August
.
Mum’s birthday today
Eighty eight years young
A care home garden tea
Where happy birthday was sung
.
Then off to Plymouth for me
A covid test to be done
Hospital on Saturday
Colonoscopy; what fun!
.
Thinking of you sweetie
Beloved Angel son
xxxxx
Tuesday 4th August
.
I will just have to wait
(Even though my heart may break)
To see your smile at the gate
That will cease my heartache
.
Thinking of you sweetie
Treasured Angel son
xxxxx
Monday 3rd August
.
It’s like a never-ending race
Towards an invisible place
But the end is not in sight
Until you and I reunite
.
My darling Angel son
xxxxx
The view from our supermarket coffee shop…. Looking towards Hayle Towans
Sunday 2nd August
.
Unfinished love
An ocean
Of emotion
That’s what’s left
.
Grief comes to stay
Altering
Faltering
Life changing
.
Love you forever
Forget you never
Always together
For ever and ever
.
Treasured Angel son
xxxxx
Saturday 1st August
.
Delicate wisps of cloud
Tip-toeing across the sky
Is this the way angels dance
Once they gain wings, and fly?
.
Thinking of you my sweetie
Precious Angel son
You gained your wings too early
Now forever young
.
xxxxx
Looking towards the harbour
Friday 31st July
.
There is never a moment
A point in time
An occasion
Sweet Angel of mine
.
When I stop thinking
Of you
What might have been
What we’d do
.
Where you’d be
And who
And how
But to heaven you flew
.
And left us here
To mourn
To cry
My darling first born
.
Love you sweetheart
Beloved Angel son
xxxxx
First time we’ve walked along the harbour front (we were wearing masks); so many people….
Less crowded on Porthmeor Beach, but it had begun to cloud over, and then the drizzle started
The tide coming in, meaning less space to sit
We much prefer the garden at the moment
