Thursday 1st November

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I silently sit and wonder

What you’d be like now

How you would have grown

I wanted to hold on somehow

.

Love you

Miss you

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Low tide at Porthmeor Beach

Families enjoying the sunshine

Wednesday 31st October

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All Hallows’ Eve

Didn’t really bother you

You weren’t much for ghosties

Or things that go “Boo”!

.

You’d rather be warm and cosy

Than go Trick or Treating

Carving pumpkins was okay

You did like the sweets for eating

.

We miss you so much

Will love you forever

Darling Angel son

We’re always together

.

xxxxxx

A rainbow of colours in the sky

Beautiful clouds light up for you

Tuesday 30th October

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Memories mean much to me

Adventures of our family

Growing up, we were so lucky

Travelling, happy, and carefree

.

Suddenly your wonderful story

Was cut short, far too quickly

A tomorrow with no guarantee

The future none could foresee

.

Now our life is a different reality

Numb, empty, and quite lonely

Without you, my precious sweetie

Everything’s changed, completely

.

Miss you my darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Monday 29th October

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Are you up there, looking down?

Do you know how much I miss you?

Really wish I could tell you again

Hug you so close, like I used to

.

Love you poppet

Darling Angel son

Forever in my heart

Never apart

xxxxxx

Low tide, blue skies, chill wind at Porthmeor

A peek of sunshine in the harbour

Darker clouds over Hayle sands

Harbour reflections

Sunday 28th October

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The grief is real

Perspectives maybe skewed

Emotions I conceal

When lost in solitude

.

Sweet Angel son

Love you forever

xxxxxx

Choppy seas at Porthmeor

Still lots of holidaymakers around in the harbour

Low tide sand ripples

Saturday 27th October

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Feeling lost

Heart is breaking

Emptiness

Mind is aching

.

Loneliness

Depths of pain

Wondering when

I’ll see you again

.

Concealing emotions

Crying awhile

Then turn around

A flicker of a smile

.

So much hurt

That you’re gone

So many memories

You will live on

.

Darling son

Lighting up the sky

Angel wings

Lift you on high

.

Moon and back

Sending love

To my sweetie

In heaven above

.

xxxxxx

A drive along the harbour front, late afternoon

Too cold to sit on the benches

Rough seas at Porthmeor

Storm clouds rolling in

Friday 26th October

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My ray of golden sunshine

Sparkling beams of light

Beyond the billowing clouds

Is where your wings take flight

.

So high above this earth

Far away and out of reach

Soaring with a pair of angels

Hand in hand with each

.

I miss you everyday

Sweet Angel son

Loving you always

Now forever young

xxxxxx

Truro cathedral in the late afternoon

Tresillian River

Big clouds and sunbeams

Radiating upwards

Late evening sun

Thursday 25th October

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To know you’re not here today

To know you were unable to stay

To know you’re so far away

To know there’s nothing to say

.

It hurts my heart

That we’re apart

The pain does start

With piercing dart

.

Love you my darling

Your name I’m calling

Your star is sparkling

As tears are falling

.

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Many hardy souls on the beach in a cold North Easterly wind

Low tide in the harbour

A grey afternoon

Wednesday 24th October

.

Days, weeks, months

Just turn into years

And as they continue

So do my tears

.

And yet my love grows

For you, my sweet son

Up there in heaven

My precious little one

.

Thinking of the future

You’ll never get to see

I’ll just remember

How much you mean to me

.

Love you forever

Forget you never

Always together

Forever and ever

.

xxxxxx

Busy on Porthmeor Beach today

Chapel on the top of the Island

A calm harbour

Tuesday 23rd October

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And life goes on

As mine stands still

That you’re not here

Only dreams fulfil

.

My heart is broken

It does still beat

For you and me

We are complete

.

Love you poppet

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx