Tuesday 21st May

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Some days I think

I’m doing okay

Trying hard to keep

Those tears at bay

I smile, I laugh

You wouldn’t know

Just how much

I miss you so

.

Love you sweetheart

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

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Porthmeor blues

A sunny afternoon

Boats at low tide

Looking towards the Malakoff

Another faint kiss in the sky

Smeaton’s Pier

Beautiful blue

A soaring seagull

Monday 20th May

.

Kisses from you

Looking up high

A big criss cross

In the deep blue sky

.

Love you poppet

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Criss crosses in the sky

Porthmeor Beach becoming busier

Beautifully sunny

Pretty colours in the harbour

Another very low tide

Sunday 19th May

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Grief and happiness

Anguish and joy

Sadness and gladness

Over my boy

.

Total opposites

Working together

Poles apart

Always and forever

.

Love you sweetie

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Boats in the harbour

Still grey and windy

Surf school prep on Porthmeor Beach

Looking back on the harbour just after sunset last night

On our walk home

Saturday 18th May

.

Brother is here

With his wife

A quick visit

Jet-setting life

.

From Chicago

Then Madrid

Onto Cornwall

For a bit

.

Good to see them

Family bond

Off tomorrow

Across the pond

.

All the while

Thinking of you

My Angel son

Love you too

.

xxxxxx

A busy harbour

Porthmeor Beach at low tide

Not many in the sea

Fabulous views from an old art gallery window

Friday 17th May

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I’ll meet you when I dream

I’ll see you when I sleep

I’ll talk to you in my head

Those precious memories to keep

.

I’ll hug you in my fantasy

I’ll cradle you in my heart

You’ll always be in my thoughts

Then I’ll know we’re not apart

.

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Thursday 16th May

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The scanxiety

And melanoia

Five and a half years

Of paranoia

Wishing and hoping

Cancer destroyer

.

Appointments

Oncology

Dermatology

Bloods and obs

CT scan

Four weeks waiting

Scanxiety and melanoia set in

.

Thinking of you always

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

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Wednesday 15th May

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The waves keep coming

Breaking on the shore

They won’t be stopped

Breaking with a roar

.

The surge of water

Another encore

Rushing up the sands

Making seagulls soar

.

The relentless tide

As lifetimes before

Keeps on trespassing

The fragile seashore

.

Never ending swell

Exploding onshore

Like my heart keeps on

Beating evermore

.

Love you forever

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach

Some surfers checking out the swell

The waves keep coming

Beautiful blues and greens

High tide in the harbour

Tuesday 14th May

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Our souls still meet and talk

Our spirits will play and walk

Our beings still hug and touch

They know I love you so much

.

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach this afternoon

Looking towards Man’s Head

Choppy seas and high cirrus clouds

Monday 13th May

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It’s not the same

Quite different

And surviving

Not insignificant

But hard work

So deliberate

In living

That’s magnificent

.

Love you poppet

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Sunday 12th May

.

Blue sky days

Make you smile

Lost in thought

For a while

Are you there

Way up high?

Looking down

As you fly

Loving you

Angel son

Now you’ll be

Forever young

.

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach

Lots of vapour trails this afternoon

Blue sky days

The harbour