Thursday 5th July

.

You’re there

Dancing on the edge of my world

You’re there

Smiling in the periphery of my vision

You’re there

Singing with the beats of my heart

You’re there

Playing on the verges of my imagination

You’re there

Laughing on the fringe of my reality

You’re there

Living forever inside my memories

.

Love you forever

Missing you always

Forgotten never

To the end of my days

.

xxxxxx

Wednesday 4th July

.

No words

Are needed

Come back

I pleaded

Silently

Unheeded

My Angel

Preceeded

Me to heaven

He yielded

His life

Completed

.

And I miss you

So very much

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Tuesday 3rd July

.

The panic attacks

As fear takes hold

Tightening throat

Breathing uncontrolled

.

A pounding heart

Fingers icy cold

Dizzy and light-headed

With anxiety untold

.

Only lasts a while

Back in the fold

Slowly calming down

My story’s told

.

Missing you sweetheart

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Monday 2nd July

.

You are someone who was once here

You are someone I hold so dear

You are someone who brought much cheer

You are someone who had no fear

.

You are my son Angel on high

You are my son on wings you fly

You are my son up in the sky

You are my son my sweetie pie

.

Miss you

Love you

Forever and always

xxxxxx

Sunday 1st July

.

Safely back home

With you my boy

A long, hot drive

Cars in convoy

Lashings of rain

Gave way to sun

Temperature climbs

Our journey’s done

Missing you lots

Wish you were here

Love you sweetie

I know you’re near

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Saturday 30th June

.

A drive into Wareham

A walk by the river

A number of ferries

Passengers to deliver

.

Back to the big house

Afternoon by the pool

Pimms, cake and croquet

Trying to keep cool

.

A fabulous setting

For two big birthdays

A Ruby anniversary

Charged glasses to raise

.

Fifty guests for dinner

Friends and family

Husband’s sister

Has done splendidly

.

It’s her sixty fifth

Her husband’s seventy

Their anniversary

A weekend of pleasantry

.

Oh, the murder mystery

It was Dad wot dunnit

He poisoned the magistrate

The Admiral was the culprit

.

You really would’ve had fun

If you’d been here

A big old country house

Exploring far and near

.

So I’m telling you my darling

Of all we’ve done today

Trying to keep you close by

Sharing our weekend away

.

Love you forever

Precious Angel son

Friday 29th June

.

A murder mystery

In a country house

You’d be the baddie

Not quiet as a mouse

.

Being dramatic

Was your forté

Taking part

Acting in a play

.

Such a character

Of many talents

Perfect timing

Never off balance

.

Twenty people

A mixed family group

All sorts of ages

Fascinating troupe

.

You’d love it here

Out in the country

Pretending to be

One of the gentry

.

I’ll let you know

How it goes

Who did what

And who knows….

.

Love you sweetie

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Southover House

The dining room

One of the drawing rooms

Thursday 28th June

.

It seems like yesterday

But feels like forever

An absolute eternity

An aeon without us together

.

Missing you like crazy

My darling Angel baby

xxxxxx

Wednesday 27th June

.

A lovely day again

So, where are you then?

No clouds to soar between

You’re nowhere to be seen

Or is that songbird singing

A sign, to me, you’re bringing?

Twittering away so happily

Saying “Hello” to your family

.

Love you sweetie pie

Forever and always

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Tuesday 26th June

.

Is it becoming easier

More manageable?

A slow, dull pain

Quite unimaginable

.

As time goes by

There are more occasions

When I’m missing you

Such as our vacations

.

New adventures

To different places

Without you

Bringing smiles to faces

.

Not so much

Outward grief

Just an emptiness

Cancer: a wretched thief

.

Love you forever

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx