Tuesday 15th December

.

You never really left

You’re simply not gone

Right here beside me

As my heart beats on

.

My beloved Angel son

Missing you

xxxxx

Monday 14th December

.

You might not see it

But I carry it

You might not know

But I feel it

You might forget

But I never will

.

Love you sweetheart

Treasured Angel son

xxxxx

Sunday 13th December

.

Grief walks with me

Alongside

No longer weighing

Heavily

But still there

Nonetheless

.

Thinking of you my darling

Precious Angel son

xxxxx

Grey, misty, overcast this morning

Saturday 12th December

.

Trying to keep

Emotions at bay

Suddenly taken back

To that fateful day

A word, smell or view

Just hits in a way

Stopping in my tracks

Filled with dismay

Time to breathe, stay calm

Love you forever, I say

.

Precious Angel son

xxxxx

Cold and breezy

Porthmeor this afternoon

A kite surfer having fun

Friday 11th December

.

Your little hand in mine

Put a smile upon my face

Feeling the warm sunshine

Dreaming about a place

Where our hearts can align

And you fill the empty space

.

Sweet dreams poppet

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Thursday 10th December

.

Arms around a memory

Is so very hard to do

Since you breathed your last

And off to heaven you flew

.

Loved you then

Love you still

Always have

Always will

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Wednesday 9th December

.

With eyes tightly shut

I transported there

Beyond time and space

Where a hug we did share

.

Missing you

Thinking of you

Remembering you

Loving you

.

My darling Angel son

xxxxx

Tuesday 8th December

.

Rainbows across the sky

First in the morning light

And in the afternoon

Making the lighthouse bright

.

A sign from you?

Giving me a clue

Love you, I do

My Angel, true

.

Precious son

xxxxx

From the bedroom window this morning

Looking down on the town

Arriving home this afternoon, another rainbow over Godrevy Lighthouse

Monday 7th December

.

Our yesterdays

Are in the past

Our memories

Will last and last

.

Thinking of you sweetie

My darling Angel son

xxxxx

Sunday 6th December

.

Covid confines us

I’ve lost my bounce

My sparkle’s gone out

Don’t know what counts

.

Plodding through mud

The colours have faded

There’s little purpose

Left feeling jaded

.

Won’t last forever

Please stand up straight

Look all around

I need a shake

.

So must make plans

To see family

Looking forward to

Time spent happily

.

Sharing sweet moments

With hugs and laughter

Making memories

Together hereafter

.

Thinking of you

My darling Angel son

xxxxx