Friday 2nd February

.

I can no longer see you

But you gave me

Much to remember

So many reasons

To never forget you

So much love

That’ll last forever

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Thursday 1st February

.

Bitterly cold, windswept waves

An icy blast, with flying sand

Remembering you’d walk along

Pink of face and cold of hand

.

An afternoon perambulation

Coat done up, hood pulled down

Simply minding your own business

Wandering along streets of the town

.

Sometimes venturing on the beach

Striding in your best leather shoes

Soon covered in a salty residue

Our reprimands would amuse

.

I think of you, looking out to sea

Imagining those days gone past

When life was so undemanding

And wishing those times did last

.

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Wednesday 31st January

.

It’s just so very different

Without you Angel, right here

Even though I like to think

I still feel your presence near

Smiling at your photographs

I cannot stop a falling tear

You meant so much to all of us

Now we’ve lost the one most dear

.

Love you forever

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Tuesday 30th January

.

Waking up

Knowing someone is missing

Hurts

.

Carrying on

Because I know you’d want me to

Still hurts

.

Loving you

Is what I’ll continue to do forever

Doesn’t hurt

.

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Monday 29th January

.

Wet and grey

Can’t go out to play

Damp and dreary

Feeling quite weary

Drizzly rain

Heavy clouds remain

If you were here

Sunshine would appear

But you’re up there

In heaven somewhere

.

And I miss you so much

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Sunday 28th January

.

So many memories

But the thing is

Those happy memories

Seem to hurt the most

.

I’ll forever miss you

I’ll always love you

You’ll never be forgotten

.

And that is all

It will never change

Ever

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Saturday 27th January

.

Grief invades every part of life

Permeating through each crease

Once it has an unyielding hold

There’ll be not a moment of peace

Changing your complete being

A nudging pain that’ll not cease

Descending upon your shoulders

No instructions for a quick release

Adapting and learning to live with it

Hoping soon the hurt will decrease

.

Love you sweetie

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Friday 26th January

.

There is so much pain and sorrow in the here and now; today

Because there was so much love and happiness in all our yesterdays

And tomorrow will bring tears and laughter with those memories

So grateful for those moments, and to recall them easily

You gave plenty to remember in the adventures that we shared

A precious son, a rich life, and simply loved beyond compare

.

My darling Angel

xxxxxx

Thursday 25th January

.

I think

If you love somebody

With all your heart

You know

They’re still with you

You can hear their voice

Taste the tears

Smell their presence

Feel their touch

See the smiling face

Even after they’ve gone

They’ll be with you

Forever

.

Love you sweetheart

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Wednesday 24th January

.

You

.

You are there

You are here

.

In our past

In our now

In our future

.

In my dreams

In my heart

In my memories

In my thoughts

.

You lived

You breathed

You existed

You walked this earth

You will live on forever

.

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx