Friday 23rd October

.

Not much changes

But I do try

To be happy

And getting by

Behind the smile

Tears in my eye

Not surprising

My sweetie pie

That you’re not here

Makes me sigh

It’s just not fair

I question why

.

Missing you so much

Precious Angel son

xxxxx

A beautiful sunny morning

Thursday 22nd October

.

It’s been so long

I grieve alone

As time moves on

I’m on my own

.

Remembering you

Is what I do

That’ll see me through

With love so true

.

Missing you as always

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Wednesday 21st October

.

No, you can’t be

Why are you

Where have you

……..

Gone

.

Missing you poppet

My darling Angel son

xxxxx

Tuesday 20th October

.

Memories help

To keep you alive

Thinking of you

I really strive

To remember

Not just archive

Images of you will

Forever survive

.

Love you forever

Forget you never

Always together

For ever and ever

.

Precious Angel son

xxxxx

Monday 19th October

.

A piece of me

Went with you

Growing wings

Off you flew

.

A fragment of you

Stayed with me

And that’s the way

It’ll always be

.

And I miss you so

Dearest Angel son

xxxxx

Sunday 18th October

.

Thinking about you

With a little smile

Grateful for the times

You made it all worthwhile

.

Sweetie pie

Soaring high

In the sky

Where Angels fly

.

My darling Angel son

xxxxx

Saturday 17th October

.

Unseen arrows

Pierce my heart

Invisible boulders

Thrown in my path

.

This journey’s not smooth

All plans have changed

My map’s been shredded

Wandering deranged

.

So I look for the signs

As you are my guide

Those little messages

You’re there by my side

.

Always and forever

Sweet Angel son

xxxxx

Very low tide today

Friday 16th October

.

A splendidly clear day

Blindingly bright and dazzling

Across the perfect blue skies

Some aeroplanes are travelling

A few surf school students

Upon their boards, balancing

Across the low tide sands

Dogs and owners go rambling

And I can just picture you

Toes in the water, paddling

.

Missing you poppet

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Porthmeor Beach, West

Surf school students taking part in a morning lesson

The Chapel on the Island

The Dolly P returning from Seal Island

Low tide sparkles in the harbour

Perfect for a walk

The visitors are still here

Bright, cold but so very clear

Thursday 15th October

.

Life is so very precious

Your loss leaves me breathless

This pain that I feel

Means my heart won’t heal

The large piece that’s missing

Leaves me reminiscing

Of times spent with you

And all we went through

.

Thinking of you daily

My darling Angel baby

Missing you like crazy

.

xxxxx

A hang glider over the bay this afternoon

The town looking calm and bright, but chilly