Monday 25th March

.

Sweetie pie

Apple of my eye

Funny guy

In the sky

Flying high

.

Asking why

Too soon, goodbye

Makes me cry

Great big sigh

But you’re nearby

.

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Lighthouse on Smeaton’s Pier

Busy on the Wharf

Sunday 24th March

.

Shadows on the sand

Holding out my hand

To catch my little man

Silently we stand

This wasn’t what was planned

So hard to understand

You’re in another land

.

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Our shadows on the sand

Such a pretty blue sky day

But bitterly cold

Saturday 23rd March

.

Just a moment

That’s all it was

For you to leave

And life did pause

.

Laughter stopped

The tears began

Wasn’t ready

My little man

.

We think of you

All of the time

With so much love

Mem’ries sublime

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Friday 22nd March

.

A pretty parasol

And two beach chairs

I know it’s only March

But really, who cares?

We could sit for awhile

Oblivious to stares

Watching the world go by

Breathing the salty airs

Pretending life is good

We could be millionaires

.

Thinking of you sweetie

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

A pretty parasol

And two beach chairs

Low tide

Dark clouds, but sunshine on the sands

The tide quickly came in, the sun lighting up a sandy corner

Thursday 21st March

.

And just like that

You had gone

Leaving us here

To carry on

.

We weren’t ready

For you to go

Our lives, empty

That’s all I know

.

Just the mem’ries

Are left behind

Treasured times

Of fun, I’ll find

.

Darling Angel

We’re missing you

So very much

We love you too

.

Precious son

xxxxxx

A grey Porthmeor Beach

Reflections in the harbour

Wednesday 20th March

.

Can you feel my sadness?

Can you see my grief?

Can you taste the pain?

Can you hear my heartache?

Can you smell the hopelessness?

Can you sense the continuing torment?

No?

Well, that’s okay then

I’m trying my best

To hide from you

All the emotions

That make you feel uncomfortable

.

I love you sweetie

And I’ll miss you forever

That will never change

Until I see you again

.

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach, waiting for the blue skies

Herring gulls and a black backed gull floating in the harbour

Tuesday 19th March

.

I miss the fun

I miss the laughter

But I really miss

The happy-ever-after

.

Sweetheart Angel son

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach this afternoon

Harbour at high tide

Cloudy and grey

But then the skies cleared

Steps to the sea

Monday 18th March

.

We didn’t know

How much love

We felt for you

Until such time

You left this world

An emptiness

A giant void

A depth of pain

Beyond compare

.

We love you so very much

Beyond the brightest stars

Way past Mercury and Mars

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach

A corner of the harbour

The Sloop Inn

Sunday 17th March

.

The memories remain

In my heart

In my head

In my mind

In my life

In my dreams

And no one can take memories away

They are mine

I will protect them

I’ll treasure them

I may share them

I’ll document them

Memories are all I have left of you

And I’m grateful

Thankful

Mine to replay

Treasured moments

Holding on to you

.

And I still miss you

Love you forever

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Saturday 16th March

.

The relentless wind

Sings your name

Across the surf

Waves to proclaim

The salty taste

Ignites a flame

Those memories

Your hall of fame

And in my heart

You’re there, the same

.

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Big waves at Porthmeor Beach this afternoon

A number of surfers braving the swell

Wind whips the tops off the waves

Blustery

Trying to get out back