Wednesday 4th July

.

No words

Are needed

Come back

I pleaded

Silently

Unheeded

My Angel

Preceeded

Me to heaven

He yielded

His life

Completed

.

And I miss you

So very much

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Tuesday 3rd July

.

The panic attacks

As fear takes hold

Tightening throat

Breathing uncontrolled

.

A pounding heart

Fingers icy cold

Dizzy and light-headed

With anxiety untold

.

Only lasts a while

Back in the fold

Slowly calming down

My story’s told

.

Missing you sweetheart

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Monday 2nd July

.

You are someone who was once here

You are someone I hold so dear

You are someone who brought much cheer

You are someone who had no fear

.

You are my son Angel on high

You are my son on wings you fly

You are my son up in the sky

You are my son my sweetie pie

.

Miss you

Love you

Forever and always

xxxxxx

Sunday 1st July

.

Safely back home

With you my boy

A long, hot drive

Cars in convoy

Lashings of rain

Gave way to sun

Temperature climbs

Our journey’s done

Missing you lots

Wish you were here

Love you sweetie

I know you’re near

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Saturday 30th June

.

A drive into Wareham

A walk by the river

A number of ferries

Passengers to deliver

.

Back to the big house

Afternoon by the pool

Pimms, cake and croquet

Trying to keep cool

.

A fabulous setting

For two big birthdays

A Ruby anniversary

Charged glasses to raise

.

Fifty guests for dinner

Friends and family

Husband’s sister

Has done splendidly

.

It’s her sixty fifth

Her husband’s seventy

Their anniversary

A weekend of pleasantry

.

Oh, the murder mystery

It was Dad wot dunnit

He poisoned the magistrate

The Admiral was the culprit

.

You really would’ve had fun

If you’d been here

A big old country house

Exploring far and near

.

So I’m telling you my darling

Of all we’ve done today

Trying to keep you close by

Sharing our weekend away

.

Love you forever

Precious Angel son

Friday 29th June

.

A murder mystery

In a country house

You’d be the baddie

Not quiet as a mouse

.

Being dramatic

Was your forté

Taking part

Acting in a play

.

Such a character

Of many talents

Perfect timing

Never off balance

.

Twenty people

A mixed family group

All sorts of ages

Fascinating troupe

.

You’d love it here

Out in the country

Pretending to be

One of the gentry

.

I’ll let you know

How it goes

Who did what

And who knows….

.

Love you sweetie

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Southover House

The dining room

One of the drawing rooms

Thursday 28th June

.

It seems like yesterday

But feels like forever

An absolute eternity

An aeon without us together

.

Missing you like crazy

My darling Angel baby

xxxxxx

Wednesday 27th June

.

A lovely day again

So, where are you then?

No clouds to soar between

You’re nowhere to be seen

Or is that songbird singing

A sign, to me, you’re bringing?

Twittering away so happily

Saying “Hello” to your family

.

Love you sweetie pie

Forever and always

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Tuesday 26th June

.

Is it becoming easier

More manageable?

A slow, dull pain

Quite unimaginable

.

As time goes by

There are more occasions

When I’m missing you

Such as our vacations

.

New adventures

To different places

Without you

Bringing smiles to faces

.

Not so much

Outward grief

Just an emptiness

Cancer: a wretched thief

.

Love you forever

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Monday 25th June

.

Kisses from you

Adorn the sky

Big white crosses

As you soar by

Love you always

My Angel guy

Up in heaven

Is where you fly

.

xxxxxx