Friday 5th January
My son. My Angel. My boy.
Love you. Miss you. Thinking of you.
In my head. In my mind. In my heart.
I live on. Whilst you are gone.
Keeping your memories alive.
Loved you then.
Love you still.
Always have.
Always will.
xxxxxx
We saw a bird of prey this morning, whilst visiting you
Perhaps a buzzard…?
Very chilly on Porthmeor Beach this afternoon
Not too many people around
Thursday 4th January
I’ll ask the wind
To carry to you
All my kisses
To the sky so blue
I’ll ask the sun
To shine on you
To warm your skin
Making you smile too
I’ll ask the rain
To wash away
Those tears of mine
Falling everyday
Love you forever
My darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Reflections on an incoming tide
Wednesday 3rd January
Thinking of you
I am trying to smile
But also shedding tears
Remembering you
As I do every day
Even though it hurts
Missing you
I’m making new memories
But holding yours so dear
Loving you
Each waking moment
Even if I can no longer see you
Dreaming of you
Is how we can be together
So we’re no longer apart
Loved you then
Love you still
Always have
Always will
Dearest Angel son
xxxxxx
Low tide in the harbour
Big waves hitting Man’s Head
Tuesday 2nd January
You never stop loving someone
Just because they’re not here
You never stop missing
All those times you shared
You’ll never stop thinking
Of the adventures you had
If you keep on remembering
And speaking their name
The memories will remain
As clear and sharp as the day
When all was right with the world
I love you my darling Angel
xxxxxx
Those trees again ~ the copse on the hill. We took your brother to the airport, to fly back to Spain, this morning.
Monday 1st January
Welcoming the New Year……
For Frank…… a new year without you
Forever thirty
Forever missed
Forever loved
Forever young
Forever in my heart
Forever my angel
Forever and always
Forever and ever
Sweetheart Angel son
xxxxxx
Sunday 31st December
Heading towards
The end of the year
Another one gone
Without you here
And yet it feels
You are so near
Always close by
My darling, my dear
Fly high, sweet Angel
The sky’s crystal clear
We saw your rainbow
A sign you’d appear
We send all our love
To the stratosphere
Thinking of you
With a little tear
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx
A faint rainbow appeared through the trees
A “hello”, from you?
The harbour at midday, filling up with holidaymakers, ready to celebrate the New Year
Porthgwidden Beach
Younger son looking out over the surf at Porthmeor Beach
Family selfie ~ out for a brisk walk in the sunshine
New Year’s Eve blue sky
Saturday 30th December
Darling Angel
You’re the rainbow
The murmuring
Silent, underflow
To all my days.
Sweet son of mine
Your wings aglow
The luminescence
Brightly on show
For all my days
My precious boy
A silent shadow
That follows me
Never letting go
In all my days
Love you to the moon and back
Around the world beyond the stars
xxxxxx
Friday 29th December
I carry with me
My broken heart
It can’t be mended
Since you did depart
I camouflage
The pain I feel
By carrying on
I try to heal
By taking you
Wherever I go
Your angel wings
Will always glow
Your name is spoken
Time and again
Never forgotten
Love does remain
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
Breezy on Porthmeor Beach
Thursday 28th December
Your shining star
Is twinkling bright
And lighting up
The darkest night
So I can see
Where you take flight
On Angel wings
In the moonlight
Love you sweetheart
Treasured Angel son
xxxxxx
Wednesday 27th December
Memories of you
Will last forever
Can’t be erased
Forgotten, never
In my heart
Recalled whenever
So very precious
My little treasure
Sweet Angel son
Always together
xxxxxx
Extremely windy out there
The lifeboat returning from exercise this afternoon
The Journey of My Left Foot (whilst remembering my son) 