Saturday 2nd December

Yes,

Life does carry on

But,

That is the saddest part

Life,

Carries on without you

We,

Are a family without a son

Missing

My sweet Angel

Loving

You forever and always

xxxxxx

Friday 1st December

Learning to carry on

When a piece is missing

All I can do

Is keep reminiscing

Learning to breathe

When the heart is broken

Keep making sure

Your name is spoken

Learning to live

When a life has gone

Just have to keep

On keeping on

My precious Angel son

Now forever young

xxxxxx

Thursday 30th November

Never the same

I call your name

No-one replies

Tears fall from eyes

Empty feeling

Pain revealing

Brokenhearted

You departed

Those little things

Happiness brings

Rememb’ring you

A smile so true

My darling son

His day is done

My love for him

Never grows dim

My Angel

xxxxxx

Wednesday 29th November

It still feels like it happened yesterday

I know the relentless agony should soften

Yet the pain is definitely here to stay

But perhaps my tears won’t flow so often

Missing you today

Loving you forever

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Big, billowing clouds

Panorama of the harbour

Tuesday 28th November

Long after you’ve gone

Love for you lives on

Though you are not here

I know you’re​ always near

Mem’ries never-ending

Broken hearts want mending

Another day without​ you

And so pain begins anew

Missing you

Loving you

Always and forever

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Northerly winds blowing onto Porthmeor Beach

Less breezy in the harbour, but dark clouds over Gwithian

Monday 27th November

Always loving you

Always thinking of you

Always speaking your name

Holding your memory

Close to my heart

Holding your soul

Never stop speaking your name

Never stop thinking of you

Never stop loving you

Never forgotten

But never the same

Love never dies

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Sunday 26th November

As the sun sets,

Upon the cloud

Your​ head rests.

And when it rises,

The mask I wear

All pain disguises.

As the moon beams

And lights the dark

Sweetest of dreams.

And when it wanes

I try so hard

To hide the pains.

Thinking of you always

Loving you forever

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Driving home….

The sun slowly disappears….

Below the trees…

A criss cross of clouds, when we came to visit you, just before arriving home

Saturday 25th November

Standing with you this morning

Trying to stop a tear from falling

Can you hear my words calling?

As on Angel wings you’re soaring

For each new day keeps dawning

And my heart, for you, is longing

Memories of you, returning

My son, with you, I’m walking

Love you forever

Missing you daily

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Friday 24th November

A beautiful rainbow sprite

Among iridescent clouds

Ice crystals scattering light

A solar halo enshrouds

Was that you painting the sky?

Splashing colour in an arc

Holding a paintbrush as you fly

Trying to chase away the dark

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

A colourful prism appeared in the clouds this morning, when we came to visit you

Looking down on the town, bathed in sunshine

And then, later on, a rainbow appeared, outside the front door

Thursday 23rd November

What I wouldn’t do

To have a hug from you

What I wouldn’t do

To hear your voice, too

Sadly that’s not to be

No more will your face I see

From all pain you’re set free

My Angel, forever thirty

Love you forever

Beloved son

xxxxxx

Just two hardy surfers today, on a cold, blustery afternoon