Monday 29th June

.

Just checking in sweetheart

Letting you know I care

Sharing my day with you

Taking you everywhere

.

Driving around Feock

The Gardens at Trelissick

To the King Harry Ferry

Moving slowly, not quick

.

Meandering roads and lanes

You’d be asleep in the back

Happy when we arrived

Time for a drink and snack

.

Sending you lots of kisses

And so much love too

Dearest, darling Angel son

Miss you so much, I do

.

xxxxx

A bright day for a drive

Windy roads

Trees in full leaf

Towering above

On the way to Trelissick Gardens

“19th Century converted water tower that’s now a Rapunzel-esque holiday cottage.”

The road down to the ferry

Wind farm turbines above the hedgerows

Sunday 28th June

.

I light your candle every night

Watch the flame burning bright

A flickering glow, dancing sprite

Citrus perfume, impassioned light

Letting me know you’re all right

Then you and I can reunite

.

Love you sweetheart

My darling Angel son

xxxxx

Looking down on the town this morning

Saturday 27th June

.

Holding you in my thoughts

Hugging you in my dreams

You are safe in my heart

Safely protected it seems

.

Love you forever

Forget you never

Always together

For ever and ever

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Friday 26th June

.

Watching children on the beach

Building castles in the sand

Whilst you are way up high

Shaping cloud castles with your hand

.

And I miss you so

Dearest Angel son

xxxxx

Thursday 25th June

.

You’ve just walked ahead of me

But that’s not the way it should be

.

He should be still here, you see

Living, loving, part of the family

.

But now you’re an angel flying free

And I’m left here, moving slowly

.

Missing you poppet

Precious Angel son

xxxxx

Wednesday 24th June

.

A morning cream tea

With lovely mummy

So warm and sunny

Shaded canopy

Beneath a palm tree

.

Quiet and carefree

Dementia, you see

Own reality

Looked after safely

Carers so lovely

.

(You would have loved the scones

Piled high with clotted cream

Spoonfuls of strawberry jam

Delicious, an absolute dream)

.

Love you sweetheart

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Tuesday 23rd June

.

So very thankful

For all those memories

Now spending the day

Lost in private reveries

.

Missing you

Remembering you

Thinking of you

Love you

Treasured Angel son

xxxxx

Our friendly pigeon visits the garden for bird seed

Monday 22nd June

.

I know I’ll see you eventually

In another life elsewhere

And that’s what keeps me going

As I look at your empty chair

.

Thinking of you

Missing you

Remembering you

Love you

.

Darling Angel son

xxxxx

Sunday 21st June

.

If you understand

There is nothing to say

If you’ve had experience

You know the way

And if you don’t

Words can’t convey

So if you haven’t

It’s all hearsay

.

Loss

Grief

Tragedy

Heartbreak

Tragedy

Grief

Loss

.

Love you sweetheart

My darling Angel son

xxxxx

Saturday 20th June

.

Remembering you

From dawn’s early light

Til the time dusk falls

And then all through the night

So, all the time, really

Your memories glow bright

Never to be forgotten

In my heart, held tight

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx