Saturday 26th January

.

Still finding it hard

To face the fact

That you’ve gone

No more contact

.

With all my love

I tried so hard

You couldn’t stay

Caught off guard

.

So unexpected

You had to go

Off to heaven

Your star’s aglow

.

I miss you so

Sending my love

Hugs and kisses too

To you up above

.

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Truro cathedral this morning

Friday 25th January

.

Love you my sweet starman

Soaring high in the atmosphere

But missing you so much

My precious darling, my dear

.

Forever in my heart

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Thursday 24th January

.

Your life’s story

Ended too soon

No more chapters

Empty pages strewn

With fallen tears

From pain not immune

A half finished book

No time to bloom

.

And I miss you

Sweet Angel son

Love you forever

xxxxxx

Wednesday 23rd January

.

So much more

For you to see

So many places

For you to be

Now from pain

You were set free

Within this life

There’s no guarantee

And you will stay

Forever thirty

.

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Very low tide in the harbour

Tuesday 22nd January

.

I am always with you

You are never alone

So many memories

Not fading to the unknown

.

I say that to you

But it could also be

You sending down

Those thoughts to me

.

Love you poppet

Forever and always

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Monday 21st January

.

On the inside, I’m stuck

Staying within that moment

When everything stood still

Leaving pain and torment

.

On the outside, you’d hardly know

I’m carrying on quite well

With all the everyday things

With a mask, no one can tell

.

But there is so much love for you

And with that comes so much grief

A bittersweet existence now

So much sorrow with no relief

.

And yet, memories keep me going

And I can smile at each one

You will never leave my heart

Precious Angel, forever young

.

xxxxxx

Grey and drizzly this afternoon

Harbour high tide

Sunday 20th January

.

There’s not a day that goes by

When I don’t think of you

For the rest of my days

I’ll be remembering you

.

My dearest darling Angel boy

My precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Saturday 19th January

.

I know you’ve gone

And I am sad

But what’s left behind

I am glad

Memories with smiles

Cheeky lad

The best of times

We once had

.

Love you forever

My darling Angel son

A good swell at Porthmeor Beach

A faint rainbow on the horizon

Friday 18th January

.

Today you would be thirty four

You won’t be celebrating no more

.

Testicular cancer took your life

The pain it cuts just like a knife

.

Some challenges along the way

But your cheeky smile made my day

.

It’s been four years since you were here

But I still feel your presence near

.

Wishing you a heavenly birthday

Seems you were here only yesterday

.

My dearest darling Angel boy

Remembering a life of joy

.

Love you Frank

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Thursday 17th January

.

Across the ocean

In the dark

Freezing cold

To disembark

.

Halfway home

Time to stop

Rest a while

Before we drop

.

Sleep tonight

So well-needed

Off tomorrow

Unimpeded

.

Love you sweetie

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Up, up and away climbing out of Miami

Looks just like Google maps…

Flying into the sunset

Fluffy clouds

A cold winter’s day in southern England