Fifty days without you

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Friday 1st May

A few days ago I wrote about my ‘new normal’, and not liking it very much at all.

Following an appointment with my lymphoedema nurse this morning, she handed me a set of words entitled “That’s normal”. (See above).

Many of the situations described I can really relate to.

I do cry. I do seem to have lost my appetite. I have feelings of denial and depression. And I do feel so guilty when enjoying a funny moment. To know that these are all normal feelings is quietly comforting.

And on here, I am sharing my story. A small audience is reading my journey through grief. I am grateful for your kind words of hope and encouragement.

And yes, I do remember his smile, the sound of his laughter, and the touch of his hand in mine.

Fifty days without you here makes me so sad, and yet I have so many amazing memories.

I loved you then, I love you now, and I’ll love you forevermore. And that is my normal.

My Angel xxxxx

6 responses »

  1. I am happy to read your post and am sad with you for your loss. I am new to your blog so am not current on the details. I will read more on your page and acquaint myself with your writing and posts. I want to encourage you in any way I can. It is great to “meet” you and I hope you have a wonderful weekend!

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