Friday 1st May
A few days ago I wrote about my ‘new normal’, and not liking it very much at all.
Following an appointment with my lymphoedema nurse this morning, she handed me a set of words entitled “That’s normal”. (See above).
Many of the situations described I can really relate to.
I do cry. I do seem to have lost my appetite. I have feelings of denial and depression. And I do feel so guilty when enjoying a funny moment. To know that these are all normal feelings is quietly comforting.
And on here, I am sharing my story. A small audience is reading my journey through grief. I am grateful for your kind words of hope and encouragement.
And yes, I do remember his smile, the sound of his laughter, and the touch of his hand in mine.
Fifty days without you here makes me so sad, and yet I have so many amazing memories.
I loved you then, I love you now, and I’ll love you forevermore. And that is my normal.
My Angel xxxxx