Monday 2nd October
I can no longer hold you in my arms
No longer hold your hand in mine
No longer hold a conversation
But I know up there your star does shine
Yet I can carry your memories with me
Carry your love to bring a smile
Carry your heart alongside mine
I can carry you for a long, long while
My precious Angel
Sweetheart son
xxxxxx
Sunday 1st October
Although you are so far away
I think about you every day
At night time too, you’re in my dreams
And that is just as sad as it seems
Nevermore will I see your face
Gone too soon to a heavenly place
Sweetheart Angel son
Now forever young
xxxxxx
Calm, mirror-like reflections on the sea
The harbour this afternoon
Saturday 30th September
Too young
To go
Too soon
Time doesn’t help
Time doesn’t heal
Time is not a medicine
The pain is there
It might be hidden
But there’s always pain
Sometimes
There are no words
To describe the hurt
The heart knows no time
Your heartbeat is there
Beating with mine
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
Pouring with rain, but many surfers in the sea
Friday 29th September
You are my sweet Angel
The bright stars in the sky
The white crests on waves
The hovering butterfly
You are my dearest darling
The warm shadows on the sand
The sunbeams beyond the clouds
The melody of a steel band
You are my little poppet
The diamond ring on my finger
The colours in a rainbow
The beautiful memories that linger
xxxxxx
My sweet Angel
Thursday 28th September
I see your face in the clouds
I hear your voice in the wind
I feel your touch in the rain
I taste you in each chocolate brownie
I smell you when cooking roast dinner
And I sense your heart beating in mine
My darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Bright afternoon before the rain
Wednesday 27th September
Thinking of you
As I always do
Missing you
I do that too
Loving you
My heart is true
Dreaming of you
It helps me get through
Holding you
I wish you knew
Memories of you
Come out of the blue
Imagining you
On wings you flew
xxxxxx
Tuesday 26th September
My darling, blue-eyed boy
You brought us so much joy
Missing that happy smile
Unseen in quite a while
Fly high, sweetie pie
Way up there, in the sky
Love you forever
Forgotten never
xxxxxx
Late evening sun
Monday 25th September
The
Missing of you
Will
Last forever
The
Not knowing
Leaves
So many questions
The
Complete emptiness
Is
Heart breaking
The
Memories you left
Are
All I have
My
Love for you
Will
Never diminish
xxxxxx
Sweetheart Angel son
Blue sky and clouds over the harbour
Sunday 24th September
A beautiful Angel
That’s my son
Up in heaven
His life’s done
Missing him
And all the fun
Love you sweetie
Forever young
xxxxxx
Misty haze rolling in
Warm and muggy
Saturday 23rd September
I’m here
But you aren’t
I’d talk to you
But I can’t
Remembering
Memories enchant
My darling
My confidante
Love you forever
Forget you never
Always together
xxxxxx
Clouds over the cemetery
Porthmeor Beach at low tide
The Journey of My Left Foot (whilst remembering my son) 