Sunday 21st January
.
So sudden
Change
Lives turned
Upside down
.
So unexpected
Change
Survival disrupted
In turmoil
.
So abrupt
Change
Disorder, disarray
Paths fractured
.
So immediate
Change
Plans curtailed
Breath constricted
.
So motionless
Change
Beliefs questioned
Love remains
.
Love you forever
Forget you never
So precious
My Angel
xxxxxx
Holy Trinity Church, Tresillian, with beautiful bells ~ this afternoon, on a drive out to Truro
Saturday 20th January
Today I’m really missing you
And everything we used to do
But I’m not living in the past
Just making your memories last
Looking after all your flowers
Covered in raindrops and showers
This is what I’m able to do
Sharing all my love with you
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
Friday 19th January
Thinking
Loving
Remembering
Hoping
Wishing
Reflecting
Musing
Wondering
Reminiscing
About you
All the time
Every moment
Each night’s dream
Each day’s action
My darling Angel
Sweetheart son
xxxxxx
Swirling clouds above you this morning
Thursday 18th January
Happy birthday darling boy
Wish I could tell you face to face
But that can now never be
Since you flew to that heavenly place
Three birthdays spent without us
Since an angel you became
Up there, beyond the clouds
Our lives are now just not the same
So many memories left behind
So much fun, love and laughter
You filled our house with so much joy
Now there’s silence forever after
Today you would be thirty three
With many plans yet to fulfill
You had so much to live for
Now everything seems to stand still
So, many happy returns dear Frank
I hold you safely within my heart
That is where you’re going to stay
Making sure we are never apart
xxxxxx
A Care Bear for cuddles xxx
Wednesday 17th January
Love you my Angel baby
Thinking about you lately
Missing you like crazy
And now forever thirty
xxxxxx
Looking over the town this morning, before the rain came in
Grey and drizzly this afternoon
Tuesday 16th January
Hidden behind my smile is pain
Beneath the laughter is sorrow again
Sunshine’s warm, but I feel the rain
Think I’m normal, verging on insane
You’re in heaven, but here I remain
The grief I feel I can’t explain
This is me, walking new terrain
Multiple emotions to entertain
Missing you sweetheart
Loving you forever
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
Teasels and pampas grass
Blustery winds today
Trees in the cemetery
Monday 15th January
No matter what
Memories can’t be changed
No matter what
Memories can’t be replaced
No matter what
Memories will be treasured
No matter what
Memories will be protected
Love you forever
To the moon and back
Beyond the stars
Around the world
xxxxxx
Sunday 14th January
Watching surfers catching waves
Thoughts drifting over the ocean
Sensing you’re out there somewhere
Moving with a laconic motion
Rising and falling upon the swells
As my heart beats with devotion
Love you sweetheart
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx
Porthmeor Beach surfers this afternoon
A little late afternoon sun
A good swell
Saturday 13th January
I feel so lost without you here
Sometimes I think I feel you near
I wonder about you every day
Since that evening you flew away
I’ll miss you till my heartbeat stops
Finally ceasing my teardrops
Love you sweetheart
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
Friday 12th January
I want it to be ok
But it never will be
I want things to be how they were
But that won’t happen
I want my boy back
Yet he’s gone
But……
My love for you carries on endlessly
Your memories will always be
Such a great big part of me
Your life-story’s legacy
Love you forever
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
A grey afternoon
Choppy and breezy in the harbour
The Journey of My Left Foot (whilst remembering my son) 