Wednesday 28th March

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You are close

But I can’t see you

You are near

But I can’t find you

You are here

But I can’t touch you

You are beside me

But I can’t speak to you

You are with me………

I can feel

My beating heart

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My precious Angel son

Forever and always

xxxxxx

Tuesday 27th March

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A depressingly blue mood

Is brightened up

By a beautiful blue sky.

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Love you so much

To the moon and back

And all the world

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Precious sweetie pie

Darling Angel son

Forever and always

xxxxxx

A strong breeze whipping up the surf

Holidaymakers enjoying a sunny corner of the harbour

High tide

Monday 26th March

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My precious Starman

Fly as high as you can

My bright, shining star

Your light shines so far

Way up there at night

Where your wings take flight

Quite sweet and innocent

Just so magnificent

Love you forever

Always together

.

xxxxxx

A grey afternoon; not as many on the beach today

Self drive boats ready for the holidaymakers….. but rather drizzly for them this afternoon

Sunday 25th March

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Outside, enjoying the sunshine today

Digging and weeding in the garden

Preparing the ground for bedding plants

A cold Spring had made the soil harden

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We only have quite a small space

But we like the colour the flowers bring

And pollen for the bees and butterflies

Listening to the songbirds sing

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You never used to help us out

Staying inside to watch cartoons

But sometimes when it was sunny and bright

You’d pick flowers in the afternoons

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Petal by petal you’d strip them off

Absorbed in this delicate task

Until only the bare stem remained

Why you did this, we’d always ask

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Really wish you were back here with us

Taking pleasure in the fresh air

Smiling and laughing, so innocent

But all we have is an empty chair

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Love you sweetie

Forever and always

xxxxxx

You, amongst the flowers

Your brother, not looking too happy

Spring sunshine over the town this morning

Saturday 24th March

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Anything triggers a memory

Everything reminds me of you

Nothing will bring you back

Something is hurting, that’s true

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Sweetheart son

Precious Angel

xxxxxx

Friday 23rd March

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Love and memories live on

In the shattered remnants

Of my fragile, broken heart

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Love and miss you so much

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Thursday 22nd March

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If you can hear me

I’m saying “I miss you”

If you can see me

I’m blowing kisses

You know me well

I’m saying “I love you”

Forever and always

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Wednesday 21st March

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Nighttime dreams of drowning

Beneath the oceans of obscurity

Below those choppy, cresting waves

Are memories of childhood purity

Sucked down in subterranean seas

Trying to shake off insecurity

I search for your smiling, angel face

To bring us together in family unity

.

Missing you sweetheart

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

A sunny Porthmeor Beach

But surely not that warm to go swimming wearing just shorts??

Tuesday 20th March

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Each sleeping and waking moment

In my thoughts and dreams

No longer held within my arms

But wrapped up in moonbeams

Up there with twinkling stars

Where the silvery light gleams

My Starman is flying so high

Enveloped with love, it seems

.

Love you forever

My darling Angel

xxxxxx

Monday 19th March

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Thinking of you every day

Love you with all my heart

Wish I could go back I time

Our precious lives to restart

.

Missing my Angel

Dearest, darling son

xxxxxx

View of St. Ives from Carbis Bay

Bitterly cold this afternoon at Porthmeor Beach

Sunshine in the corner of the harbour