Sunday 10th March

.

Every single day is harder

Pretence is second nature

I’m so sorry my darling

We couldn’t live your future

.

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

A very plump bumble bee alighted on your new daffodils

Saturday 9th March

.

I may be smiling

Inside I’m broken

I walk along

With grief unspoken

.

Always thinking of you

Is what I do

It’s your perfect love

That sees me through

.

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Porthmeor walkers and their dogs

Heavy grey skies

Friday 8th March

.

Loved and missed

Hugged and kissed

Gone from our midst

But you did exist

.

Never forget

Though my tears are wet

Nothing to regret

Your golden sunset

.

Love you my darling

Your star is sparkling

Your heart I’m guarding

With mem’ries smiling

.

Forever young

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

The harbour at low tide

Porthmeor Beach

Footprints in the sand

Thursday 7th March

.

Time

You didn’t have enough

Life

You left too early

Future

Gone in a moment

Destiny

Who knows?

.

My precious Angel son

Fly high Starman

xxxxxx

A deserted beach this afternoon

Windy and cold

Much calmer in the harbour

Wednesday 6th March

.

Looking skywards to converse

Across the wide universe

Sad thoughts to disperse

Wish time, I could reverse

With life there’s no rehearse

Cannot ask to reimburse

Just writing my thoughts in verse

.

To you my darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Tuesday 5th March

.

Loving you

Missing you

Thinking of you

Dreaming of you

Remembering you

Never forgetting you

.

Fly high precious Starman

Soar with the Angels

Beloved son

xxxxxx

Grey and drizzly along the Wharf

Quite a few surfers enjoying the waves

Monday 4th March

.

Grief is invisible

And I may look okay

But inside my head

There’s pain and dismay

.

Oftentimes smiling

Happiness to display

Trying really hard

To keep the tears at bay

.

My precious sweet Angel

You were taken away

A full life not yet lived

I just wish you could stay

.

Love you forever

xxxxxx

Sunday 3rd March

.

The hurt is always there

The constant dull ache of pain

It’ll never go away

Until I see you again

My precious sweet Angel

Much love and memories remain

.

Love you forever

Beloved son

xxxxxx

Big waves rushing up the sands

A strong off-shore wind

Porthmeor sunshine

Saturday 2nd March

.

Stopping beside the River Frome

Swollen from overnight rain

Bunches of bright yellow daffodils

Swaying breezily in muddy terrain

.

Visiting friends and family

It’s good to get away now and then

Quite a quick journey from Dorset

We are safely back home again

.

Missing you sweetheart

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

17th Century bridge over the River Frome

Bunches of bright yellow daffodils

The river meanders through a wide open valley

Friday 1st March

.

The day started bright

As we drove to the sea

Down the road to Swanage

For chocolate cake and tea

Then a wander round Corfe

Castle ruins to see

A steam train went by

Puffing quite slowly

.

Every step of the way

You came along too

My precious, sweet Angel

Always thinking of you

.

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

The view with breakfast, in Wareham

Corfe Castle at the top of the hill

Seen through the old stone archway

1000 years old…. A Saxon stronghold, a Norman fortress, a royal palace and a family home

Sixteenth century Bankes Arms Hotel

St Edwards Church