Thursday 14th January

.

Remembering

Contemplating

Preoccupied

Simply waiting

.

Thinking of you

As I always do

Treasured Angel son

xxxxx

Wednesday 13th January

.

Grazes on my soul

Bruises in my mind

Scars across my heart

Answers I can’t find

.

But there is warmth

Within in my heart

Frozen in time

We’ll never part

.

Love you sweetheart

Precious Angel son

xxxxx

A chirruping robin caught in silhouette

Grey, but milder today

Tuesday 12th January

.

I think

I’ll always

Be waiting

.

But until

We meet

Again

.

I’ll look

For the

Brightest star

.

Sweet dreams poppet

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Monday 11th January

.

I know I’m taking my time

But I’ve a mountain to climb

It’s height keeps increasing

As the grief keeps releasing

When suddenly, out of the blue

My direction is thrown askew

.

Thinking of you always

Love you sweetheart

Precious Angel son

xxxxx

Driving back into town, a watery rainbow welcomes

Sunday 10th January

.

A little glimpse skywards

I see beyond the clouds

An Angel flying heaven wards

Peace and calmness enshrouds

.

Thinking of you sweetie

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Dark clouds in contrast to the town bathed in sunshine

Saturday 9th January

.

I don’t have to

I just know…

I don’t have to look

To see

I don’t have to listen

To hear

I don’t have to touch

To feel

I don’t have to taste

To savour

I don’t have to sniff

To smell

I don’t have to…

I just know

.

You’re here

You’re there

You’re everywhere

.

My dearest, darling Angel son

xxxxx

St Ives looking pretty this morning

Friday 8th January

.

The moment when

Life stood still

Way back then

Going downhill

Time and again

Waiting until

The last amen

Heart does chill

.

Thinking of you daily

My darling Angel baby

Missing you like crazy

And loving you greatly

.

xxxxx

Dark clouds over Porthmeor

A little blue sky to be seen

Cold and raw today

Thursday 7th January

.

Living with it

Existing without it

Or running from it

.

Survival

Being

Life

.

Of

Through

Because

.

Loss

Grief

Bereavement

.

Breathe

Smile

Dream

.

Thinking of you sweetie

My darling Angel son

Love you

Moon and back

xxxxx

Chilly and bright this morning

Frost still on the sand on Porthmeor Beach at 1pm

Calm seas towards the Island

Wednesday 6th January

.

I still

Can’t quite

Believe

You’ve gone

.

Come on

Hold on

Keep on

Live on

.

Thinking of you

Treasured Angel son

xxxxx

Tuesday 5th January

.

Can you hear me

As I murmur

Love you sweetie

I’ll hold you firmer

You’re in my heart

Feeling warmer

And in heaven

Angel observer

.

Love you forever

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx