Thursday 23rd March
   

Always thinking of you

Even though I’m sad for what I’ve lost.

Always missing you

I’ll remember everything that’s left.

Always loving you

Sleep tight my darling Angel son.

xxxxxx

Cold and windy at the beach

Wednesday 22nd March
   

I miss you so much 

But I’ll see you when I fall asleep

I think of you so much

And I’m trying hard not to weep

I speak of you so much

Our emotions run strong and deep

I love you so much

All those memories safely I’ll keep.

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach this afternoon

Quite still in the harbour

Tuesday 21st March
   

So was it all real?

‘Cos it’s passed in a haze

Those thirty years

Memories and happy days.

I try to recall

And picture your gaze

A big cheeky grin

Is with me always.

Love you to the moon and back

Miss you so much

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Walking down to the beach ~ grey clouds full of rain

Stormy skyline

Harbour view

Monday 20th March
  

I will never get over losing you

But you left so much love behind

Reminders and thoughts of the past

With so many memories come to mind.

Love you so much sweetheart

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Low tide in the harbour this afternoon

Sunday 19th March
   

Some days are good

Other days are hard

Sometimes a memory

Will catch me off guard.

Sometimes I’m happy

Other times there’s sorrow

But I must keep going

And face up to tomorrow.

Always thinking of you

Always full of love

Sending you kisses

To heaven up above.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Looking East to ‘The Island’

Looking West to ‘Man’s Head’

Saturday 18th March
   

You’re not here to share

New moments with us.

In the blink of an eye

Life forever changed.

And we will miss the future

We should’ve had with you.

Love you so much

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Grey. Just so grey today.

Friday 17th March
   

Grief is……

Trips and stumbles

Wobbles and floundering

Full on face plants

Crumpled and crumbling

Going to pieces 

Wearied and weakening

Coming apart at the seams

Lurching and evading

Losing balance

Broken and failing

So much love and devotion

So much grief and heartache.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Thursday 16th March
   

My darling, forever Angel son

You brought a smile to everyone

Your time on this earth is now done

Pain in our hearts is second to none

A different future has since begun

And now the Angels you are among

But you’ll always be forever young.

Love you sweetheart

xxxxxx

Wednesday 25th March
   

Facebook reminded me this morning

What a lovely little chap you were

Two years ago it was Mother’s Day

The fifteenth of March passed in a blur.

A bunch of flowers, a card sent from you

Such huge emotions of loss and love

But before you could present them to me

You gained your wings in heaven above.

Love you and miss you so much

Dearest darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach this morning

Tuesday 14th March
   

​The hardest thing I’ve ever had to do

Is spend each and every day without you.

Just knowing that your bedroom is empty

Fills me with sadness and pain aplenty.

I miss you every single day my darling

You’re now in heaven, a bright star sparkling.

xxxxxx