Saturday 13th January
I feel so lost without you here
Sometimes I think I feel you near
I wonder about you every day
Since that evening you flew away
I’ll miss you till my heartbeat stops
Finally ceasing my teardrops
Love you sweetheart
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
Friday 12th January
I want it to be ok
But it never will be
I want things to be how they were
But that won’t happen
I want my boy back
Yet he’s gone
But……
My love for you carries on endlessly
Your memories will always be
Such a great big part of me
Your life-story’s legacy
Love you forever
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
A grey afternoon
Choppy and breezy in the harbour
Thursday 11th January
I sense your presence
I feel your plight
Over the harbour
Spread golden light
Love you my Angel
Sweetheart son
xxxxxx
A pretty morning looking out over the harbour
Late afternoon, golden sunlight
Wednesday 10th January
Hope you’re not becoming bored
With me writing about you
All the poems and the prose
That are dedicated to you?
It’s my way of remembering
Each and everything you did
My thoughts and our adventures
Shan’t let those moments be hid
Love you forever
My darling Angel son
Forgotten never
Though your life is done
xxxxxx
Walking down the hill to the beach
A number of surfers enjoying the waves
Sparkly, hazy sun over the harbour
Tuesday 9th January
Red roses and a sky so blue
Makes me smile as I think of you
Red roses and the sky so grey
Makes me think of all you’d say
Red roses in the sparkling sun
Makes me remember you my son
Red roses twinkling with raindrops
Makes my face run with wet teardrops
Red roses with petals folded tight
Makes me exhale with such delight
Red roses with thorns so sharp
Makes me hear sounds from a harp
To the moon and back
Beyond the stars
Around the world
Sweetheart Angel son
xxxxxx
Monday 8th January
Red roses are for you
Sent with a love so true
I miss you everyday
Since you went away
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
Sunday 7th January
You are the warming sun
On a bitterly cold day
The intensely blue sky
Chasing away clouds of grey
You are the breaking waves
Crashing across the bay
The soaring seabirds
Diving through the spray
You are the trees’ branches
Leafless as they bend and sway
The bright twinkling stars
In the spinning Milky Way
You are my darling Angel son
Up in heaven is where you lay
Looking down from up above
Wish you were back here to stay
xxxxxx
A cold wind’s a blowing
The harbour bathed in late afternoon sun
Long shadows across the sand
Saturday 6th January
Remembering all the times
The laughter and your smile
Grateful for those moments
On which I ponder a while
You said “Write a book about me”
Many adventures to compile
With much love, cuddles and hugs
Thankful you were so tactile
No regrets, no none at all
You had such a unique style
An enigma, or a one off
So much to recall, erstwhile
Love you forever my Angel
xxxxxx
Friday 5th January
My son. My Angel. My boy.
Love you. Miss you. Thinking of you.
In my head. In my mind. In my heart.
I live on. Whilst you are gone.
Keeping your memories alive.
Loved you then.
Love you still.
Always have.
Always will.
xxxxxx
We saw a bird of prey this morning, whilst visiting you
Perhaps a buzzard…?
Very chilly on Porthmeor Beach this afternoon
Not too many people around
Thursday 4th January
I’ll ask the wind
To carry to you
All my kisses
To the sky so blue
I’ll ask the sun
To shine on you
To warm your skin
Making you smile too
I’ll ask the rain
To wash away
Those tears of mine
Falling everyday
Love you forever
My darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Reflections on an incoming tide
The Journey of My Left Foot (whilst remembering my son) 