Friday 12th June

.

I know you’ve just gone before me

Yet our paths will cross again

Wasn’t ready for “farewell”

“Hello” will be a sweet refrain

.

Love you sweetie

Beloved Angel son

Thursday 11th June

.

Another new day

But the love’s the same

Another tomorrow

I’ll still speak your name

Into the future

Your life I’ll explain

Whilst in the past

All that you overcame

Remembering all

As the angel you became

.

Love you poppet

Precious Angel son

xxxxx

Fast moving clouds over the town this morning

Driving on narrow roads again

Hedgerows and trees; an abundance of green

We hardly met any other vehicles

Wednesday 10th June

.

Between

The beginning

And the end

.

So much love

So much life

So much energy

.

So many adventures

So many experiences

So many destinations

.

And now

Afterwards

Subsequently

.

So many memories

So much emotion

So much love

.

Thinking of you

My darling Angel son

xxxxx

Tuesday 9th June

.

Feeling sad

Even when joyful

Feeling bad

Even when cheerful

Feeling mad

Even when peaceful

.

A dichotomy of thoughts

Opposing sentiments

Conflicting emotions

Grief and its elements

.

Missing you everyday

Remembering you always

Loving you forever

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Monday 8th June

.

Time will not steal my memories

Nor will it suppress the smiles

With the images I have of you

As I travel on miles and miles

.

Love you forever

Forget you never

Always together

For ever and ever

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Sunday 7th June

.

A fluffy white feather

Floating in the breeze

Spiralling earthwards

Reaching out to seize

A small sign from you

That smile guarantees

All is calm and smooth

Those stresses to ease

.

Still missing you though

Treasured Angel son

xxxxx

Saturday 6th June

.

An afternoon drive

Towards Mount’s Bay

Quite chilly and cool

Overcast and grey

But good to be out

Breathe in fresh air

Have time to just watch

Those without a care

.

Thinking of you

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

The narrow roads of west Cornwall

Beware oncoming cars and tractors

A little wider here

St Michael’s Mount

Reached on foot, at low tide from Marazion

Overcast and grey

Friday 5th June

.

Each day blends into the next

And not very much changes

I still miss and love you

As all that life rearranges

.

Love you to the moon and back

Far beyond the stars and moon

Way above this troubled world

Where clouds sing a gentle tune

.

Thinking of you

My darling Angel son

xxxxx

Porthmeor Beach this afternoon

The tide coming in

Sitting on the slipway

Skies clearing

Along the Wharf

Blue skies appearing

Windsor Hill… A steep walk home

Thursday 4th June

.

Shiny, cobbled streets of old

Well trodden down the years

I know you walked along this way

As a sweet memory appears

Round and round the town you trod

In and out of book stores

Head down, minding your own

You really liked to be outdoors

.

And I miss you so

Dearest Angel son

xxxxx

The Digey, St Ives

Porthmeor Beach

Cold and breezy

Hardly anyone on the sand

Self drive boats have appeared in the harbour, ready for day trippers

Still very quiet

Wednesday 3rd June

.

Fingerprints on my heart

Handprints on my mind

Footprints on my soul

How your life is signed

Everywhere and anywhere

Wherever you may be

A part of me is with you

And a part of you with me

.

Always and forever

Sweet Angel son

xxxxx

The twin masted 181 foot, super yacht Adela, anchored in Falmouth. (In the background is The World, the largest, privately owned residential yacht).

Looking towards Falmouth town

A selection of water craft under leaden skies

Back at Porthmeor Beach, waves whipped up by a northerly wind

Seagulls on the foreshore

The Island