Thursday 20th August

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Smiling to stop the pain

Laughing to halt the tears

Being cheerful to hide the strain

Exuding calm to ease the fears

.

Still missing you

So very much

Thinking of you too

Your hand in mine to touch

.

Sweet Angel son

xxxxx

Wednesday 19th August

.

Endeavouring to keep occupied

Is what I aim to do

Every so often I stop to breathe

And my thoughts turn to you

.

Missing you poppet

Darling Angel son

xxxxx

Still grey and misty…. Waiting for Storm Ellen

Tuesday 18th August

.

A smiling heart

When I think of you

Just knowing that

Helps me win through

.

Thinking of you daily

My darling Angel baby

No, not maybe

Missing you like crazy

.

Sweet dreams

Sweetheart

xxxxx

A little brightness this afternoon

Monday 17th August

.

Memories remain

Despite all the pain

Your smile still reminds

Of a love that binds

Photos to treasure

Give endless pleasure

Precious Angel son

Now forever young

.

xxxxx

Down leafy, green country lanes

For husband to visit the physio, (all good)

Sunday 16th August

.

A drive out to Gweek

Avoiding home crowds

In the countryside

Beneath the grey clouds

.

Watching the wildlife

Along the wooded trail

Skimming dragonflies

Fresh air to inhale

.

Swallows, fish and ducks

Small bridges to cross

Bullrushes, bamboo

Boulders with green moss

.

A different day out

In the summertime

Didn’t meet a soul

Perfectly sublime

.

Thinking of you sweetie

My darling Angel son

xxxxx

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Saturday 15th August

.

Always together

Me and you

Distance between us?

Stuck like glue

Beating in my heart

Love so true

Precious Angel son

Shining through

.

Love you poppet

xxxxx

Blue skies over the town of St Ives

Friday 14th August

.

Our anniversary

Thirty eight years wed

Inside the Parish Church

“We do” is what we said.

.

Thinking of you

As always

My darling Angel son

xxxxx

Thursday 13th August

.

I loved you before

More….

I loved you there

Where….

I loved you then

When….

I love you here

Near….

I love you now

How…

I love you forever

Together….

I’ll love you anywhere

Everywhere….

.

Thinking of you

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

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Wednesday 12th August

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Sitting quietly

Shutting out the world

Remembering

How things unfurled

.

And I miss you so

Dearest Angel son

xxxxx

It’s not sunny in St Ives!! Misty and only 18°C here

An outdoor cinema being set up….. Gorillas in the mist? The Fog?

We’re on holiday, we’ll go to the beach 🏖️

But not as crowded as it has been

Low tide in the harbour

Tuesday 11th August

.

I’ll never let go of my grief

For it’s all that I have left

Connecting me closely

With my Angel, so blessed

Your life ended suddenly

Leaving us completely bereft

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx