Friday 14th June

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I’ll grieve forever

You’re gone forever

.

So many memories

Because you “were”

.

Not moving on

Learning to take it with me

.

Forever never ends

Until my last breath

.

Remembering you now

With more love than pain

.

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach this afternoon

Quite still, with no swell

Thursday 13th June

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In my dreams

I have wings

Flying to the moon

Hearing harp strings

Amongst the stars

Rainbow colourings

Way up high

An angel sings

And there you are

Sweetest of things

.

Beloved Angel son

Flying high

In our hearts forever

xxxxxx

Wednesday 12th June

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So many words

I wanted to speak

So many kisses

Upon your cheek

My Angel son

With a love, unique

Among the stars

It’s you I seek

.

Love you forever

Miss you sweetheart

xxxxxx

No rain today, and the harbour is busy

The lifeguards keeping an eye on those in the water

Still quite breezy, and not too warm

The west end of Porthmeor Beach

Tuesday 11th June

.

There was no choice

No preparation

Losing you

No explanation

In my grief

The lamentation

Those memories

My salvation

.

Sweet Angel son

Flying high

xxxxxx

Choppy seas in the harbour

No self-drive boats out today

Strong winds at Porthmeor Beach

Monday 10th June

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Raising a glass for me

Really good, cold chablis

I know I’m at Stage 3

Lots of scanxiety

My trials nurse phones me

Smiling, so quietly

Currently N.E.D.*

A big relief you see

.

Wish the same had happened to you

Cancer free, perhaps a breakthrough

But that wasn’t just meant to be

Now an angel, flying pain-free

.

Love you sweetheart

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

.

*No Evidence of Disease

😊

Silvery sea: the view from the front door this morning

Dark clouds over the horizon

A sunny day, despite downpours further up the county

Sunday 9th June

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I talk to you

Hope you hear me

Part of my life

Love you dearly

.

Though you’re not here

I’ll be your voice

Remembering that

You had no choice

.

Darling Angel son

A life too short

We should have had

More time, I thought

.

Love you forever

xxxxxx

Saturday 8th June

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Your sparkle is still here

Your cheeky giggle heard

All around, reminders

So many mem’ries stirred

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Looking down on the harbour this morning

Low tide in the afternoon

Cool but bright, after all the rain

Swirling clouds above Porthmeor Beach

Friday 7th June

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Stormy, stormy day

Raindrops on the way

No sign of the sun’s ray

Chilly, damp and grey

You’re so far away

But mem’ries convey

Smiles for yesterday

.

Love you

Miss you

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Thursday 6th June

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I know I can’t go back

Can’t change or backtrack

You left far too soon

To fly beyond the moon

Leaving me so sad

Without my darling lad

But mem’ries are so strong

In my heart, you belong

.

Love you sweetie

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach this afternoon

A panoramic view of the harbour

Wednesday 5th June

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The memories of you I keep

Come back to me when I sleep

Unfettered from day to day fears

I silently shed a few tears

The missing of you never ends

And sometimes the darkness descends

But when the sun warms my face

I smile up at your heavenly place

.

Love you forever

Darling little treasure

Precious Angel son

Now forever young

.

xxxxxx

Hanging baskets along the Wharf

Many on the sands this afternoon

Clearing skies after the rain