Saturday 20th February

.

Peace

Amidst

All the

Chaos

.

Silence

Betwixt

Total

Confusion

.

Serenity

Within

Sweeping

Turmoil

.

On the

Outside

Looking

In

.

On the

Inside

Looking

Out

.

At the

Bottom

Looking

Up

.

At the

Top

Looking

Down

.

On the

Edge

Teetering

Faltering

.

Where

Do I

Really

Belong?

.

Thinking of you as always

My darling Angel son

xxxxx

Many surfers tackling the waves at Porthmeor Beach

Man’s Head

Much warmer today

Quite a good swell

With an offshore wind

Friday 19th February

.

At the end of your particular journey

Only when you take time to breathe

Can you finally acknowledge

The significance of everything achieved

.

Thinking of you sweetie

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Wednesday 17th February

.

Time passes differently

To how it did before

Slow and ponderous

The silence does roar

Our journey has been changed

Life flew out of the door

Reflective, more thoughtful

Because you’re here no more

.

Love you sweetheart

Moon and back

Treasured Angel son

xxxxx

Tuesday 16th February

.

Life is unbelievably precious

I remember yours with love

You’ll always be a part of me

With enfolding hugs from above

.

Thinking of you

Missing you

Remembering you

Loving you

.

My darling Angel son

xxxxx

Monday 15th February

.

I’ll always wonder

What our tomorrows

Would have been like

Now, no one knows

.

Thinking of you

As always

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Sunday 14th February

.

Valentine’s kisses

Are sent to you

Not just for now

But every day too

.

Love you sweetheart

My darling Angel son

xxxxx

Saturday 13th February

.

A million, zillion miles away

On the other side of tomorrow

In that unattainable place

Where my falling tears flow

.

Parallel to your flightpath

In the upper stratosphere

Where my imagination soars

I will surely find you near

.

Thinking of you sweetie

Treasured Angel son

xxxxx

Friday 12th February

.

However long it takes

Just about holding on

Keeping it together

Each day since you’ve been gone

.

Love you sweetheart

Moon and back

Treasured Angel son

xxxxx

Driving home this afternoon after husband had his Covid vaccine

Thursday 11th February

.

I wish you could come back

Even as a quiet whisper

Or in a deep dream

As a fleeting figure

.

Perhaps a sign in the clouds

Maybe a voice in the wind

Amongst the dancing snowflakes

As the winter light is dimmed

.

You’re here

Don’t disappear

You’re there

And everywhere

.

Love you forever sweetheart

My darling Angel son

xxxxx

The River Hayle at St Erth