Wednesday 24th June

.

A morning cream tea

With lovely mummy

So warm and sunny

Shaded canopy

Beneath a palm tree

.

Quiet and carefree

Dementia, you see

Own reality

Looked after safely

Carers so lovely

.

(You would have loved the scones

Piled high with clotted cream

Spoonfuls of strawberry jam

Delicious, an absolute dream)

.

Love you sweetheart

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Tuesday 23rd June

.

So very thankful

For all those memories

Now spending the day

Lost in private reveries

.

Missing you

Remembering you

Thinking of you

Love you

Treasured Angel son

xxxxx

Our friendly pigeon visits the garden for bird seed

Monday 22nd June

.

I know I’ll see you eventually

In another life elsewhere

And that’s what keeps me going

As I look at your empty chair

.

Thinking of you

Missing you

Remembering you

Love you

.

Darling Angel son

xxxxx

Sunday 21st June

.

If you understand

There is nothing to say

If you’ve had experience

You know the way

And if you don’t

Words can’t convey

So if you haven’t

It’s all hearsay

.

Loss

Grief

Tragedy

Heartbreak

Tragedy

Grief

Loss

.

Love you sweetheart

My darling Angel son

xxxxx

Saturday 20th June

.

Remembering you

From dawn’s early light

Til the time dusk falls

And then all through the night

So, all the time, really

Your memories glow bright

Never to be forgotten

In my heart, held tight

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Friday 19th June

.

A love that never loses its glow

A love that never fades

That’s the bond between you and me

One without barricades

.

Love you sweetheart

Treasured Angel son

xxxxx

Thursday 18th June

.

I wonder

I often wonder

I often wonder if

I often wonder why

I often wonder if

I often wonder

I wonder

.

Love you

Treasured Angel son

xxxxx

.

Wednesday 17th June

.

A part of me

Will always be

Somewhat empty

Hurting plenty

.

All because

I miss you so

Dearest Angel

Your star’s aglow

.

Thinking of you

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

A quick trip to St Erth

A one hour wait to reach the recycling centre 🤔

Tuesday 16th June

.

Along the quiet, white sands

Remains of many footsteps

Those souls that wander slowly

Blithely leaving no regrets

.

Wishing you could still meander

Across the changing foreshore

Smiling within your own world

So much ahead to explore

.

Gazing towards the horizon

Just where the sky meets the sea

A misty, merging peacefulness

That’s where you roam eternally

.

And I miss you so

Dearest Angel son

xxxxx

A very quiet Porthmeor Beach

The lifeguard watching over an empty sea

Clouds breaking after heavy rains

Monday 15th June

.

See the colours of greens and blues

Exquisite aquamarine hues

A heavy, dark, foreboding sky

But mostly today, remaining dry

.

Thinking of you

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Looking along Lambeth Walk towards Pedn Olva

Dark and moody

Very still at Porthmeor Beach

Very few waves

Walking along the water’s edge