Thursday 16th May
.
The scanxiety
And melanoia
Five and a half years
Of paranoia
Wishing and hoping
Cancer destroyer
.
Appointments
Oncology
Dermatology
Bloods and obs
CT scan
Four weeks waiting
Scanxiety and melanoia set in
.
Thinking of you always
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
.
Wednesday 15th May
.
The waves keep coming
Breaking on the shore
They won’t be stopped
Breaking with a roar
.
The surge of water
Another encore
Rushing up the sands
Making seagulls soar
.
The relentless tide
As lifetimes before
Keeps on trespassing
The fragile seashore
.
Never ending swell
Exploding onshore
Like my heart keeps on
Beating evermore
.
Love you forever
My darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Porthmeor Beach
Some surfers checking out the swell
The waves keep coming
Beautiful blues and greens
High tide in the harbour
Tuesday 14th May
.
Our souls still meet and talk
Our spirits will play and walk
Our beings still hug and touch
They know I love you so much
.
My darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Porthmeor Beach this afternoon
Looking towards Man’s Head
Choppy seas and high cirrus clouds
Monday 13th May
.
It’s not the same
Quite different
And surviving
Not insignificant
But hard work
So deliberate
In living
That’s magnificent
.
Love you poppet
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx
Sunday 12th May
.
Blue sky days
Make you smile
Lost in thought
For a while
Are you there
Way up high?
Looking down
As you fly
Loving you
Angel son
Now you’ll be
Forever young
.
xxxxxx
Porthmeor Beach
Lots of vapour trails this afternoon
Blue sky days
The harbour
Saturday 11th May
.
Colourful flags fluttering
Blue skies and the sun shining
Children with sandcastles digging
Tasty barbecue food cooking
Beers, gin and sangria pouring
Waffles, pancakes, churros baking
Yachts catching the wind sailing
Those pesky seagulls swooping
The Food and Drink Festival appetising
.
You would have enjoyed sampling
The tasty treats they were offering
.
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx
Colourful flags fluttering
A crowded Porthminster Beach
Quieter at the waters edge
A seagull on the lookout for food
Tents, marquees, stalls all offering a variety of foods and drinks
Pretty colours everywhere
Families enjoying a great day out
Bouncy castles for the youngsters
Sitting, taking in the views
Very well attended
Friday 10th May
.
So much was left behind
That day your heart stopped beating
Countless memories treasured
Your time on earth so fleeting
.
Missing you sweetheart
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx
Still grey, cloudy and drizzly
Roll on summer!
Thursday 9th May
.
A gentle angel took your hand
Off you went to different land
Up there where the stars shine bright
And with those wings you took flight
I love you sweetie with all my heart
Dreaming of you, we’re never apart
Thirty years full of memories
But tomorrow holds no guarantees
.
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
Sunny, but cold in the harbour
Too chilly in the sea today
Looking towards Man’s Head
Wednesday 8th May
.
Your life is a treasure
I’ll hold in my heart
Those memories are safe
Like we’re never apart
.
I love you poppet
Miss you sweetheart
Beloved Angel son
Such joy you did impart
.
xxxxxx
Tuesday 7th May
.
Jumping from cloud to cloud
Catching and throwing stars
Dancing around the moon
Rocketing off to Mars
.
Having fun in heaven
No time for hurt or pain
Playing with the Angels
Alive and whole again
.
This is what I hope for
My darling Angel son
Soaring high above us
You’re now forever young
.
xxxxxx
An empty beach this afternoon
Still chilly and grey
The Journey of My Left Foot (whilst remembering my son) 