Friday 15th March

.

And so it was

Upon that day

You grew those wings

And flew away

.

And ever since

I know you’re there

You’re in my heart

And everywhere

.

My precious Angel son

Now forever young

xxxxxx

A stark looking Porthmeor Beach

A biting wind

Low tide, quite empty

Thursday 14th March

.

Not everyone remembers

But I’ll make sure I do

That you were once here

I’ll keep speaking about you

Smiling at all the memories

Then off to heaven you flew

.

Love you forever

Forget you never

Always together

Forever and ever

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Wednesday 13th March

.

Your memories will not fade

They’ll last a lifetime and beyond

Making sure I think of you daily

We have such an inseparable bond

.

My precious Angel son

Love you to the moon and back

Way beyond the stars

xxxxxx

Tuesday 12th March

.

Four years ago

I thought you were sleeping

Four years ago

But you weren’t breathing

Four years ago

Your heart stopped beating

Four years ago

My tears began flowing

.

…………………………………….

.

Another year has gone

From pain you were set free

Four long and lonely years

Time has passed so quickly

.

Taken from this world

So unexpectedly

It feels like yesterday

That you were here with me

.

My darling Angel boy

We’re left with memories

Times of joy and laughter

When life was so carefree

.

Tomorrow’s not promised

There is no guarantee

Remembering you with love

Forever thirty you’ll be

.

Missing you so very much

Love you forever sweetheart

My heavenly Angel son

18.1.1985 – 12.3.2015

xxxxxx

.

Four years ago

Monday 11th March

.

I can only imagine……

That’s all that’s left

Pictures of you

Of those, I’m blessed

.

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Wispy clouds over Porthmeor Beach

Cow parsley in the sunshine

Smeaton’s Pier

Harbour at low tide

Sunday 10th March

.

Every single day is harder

Pretence is second nature

I’m so sorry my darling

We couldn’t live your future

.

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

A very plump bumble bee alighted on your new daffodils

Saturday 9th March

.

I may be smiling

Inside I’m broken

I walk along

With grief unspoken

.

Always thinking of you

Is what I do

It’s your perfect love

That sees me through

.

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Porthmeor walkers and their dogs

Heavy grey skies

Friday 8th March

.

Loved and missed

Hugged and kissed

Gone from our midst

But you did exist

.

Never forget

Though my tears are wet

Nothing to regret

Your golden sunset

.

Love you my darling

Your star is sparkling

Your heart I’m guarding

With mem’ries smiling

.

Forever young

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

The harbour at low tide

Porthmeor Beach

Footprints in the sand

Thursday 7th March

.

Time

You didn’t have enough

Life

You left too early

Future

Gone in a moment

Destiny

Who knows?

.

My precious Angel son

Fly high Starman

xxxxxx

A deserted beach this afternoon

Windy and cold

Much calmer in the harbour

Wednesday 6th March

.

Looking skywards to converse

Across the wide universe

Sad thoughts to disperse

Wish time, I could reverse

With life there’s no rehearse

Cannot ask to reimburse

Just writing my thoughts in verse

.

To you my darling Angel son

xxxxxx