Monday 5th November

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A flight across the Channel

Over the Bay of Biscay

An evening landing in Lisbon

To begin our Iberian holiday

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You’ve come along too

Sweet Angel son

Travelling in my heart

Now forever young

.

xxxxxx

The trees in the cemetery this morning

Travelling towards Bristol

A welcome beer at the airport

Sunday 4th November

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Living within the pain

Enveloping heartbreak

Awash with grief

A slow, dull ache

Pieces missing

Hands slightly shake

Incomplete

Nights awake

Must go on

For your sake

Trying hard

Time to take

So much love

Your smile does make

Remembering

My little cupcake

.

Sweetheart Angel son

xxxxxx

Saturday 3rd November

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It’s different now

Not better

Just different

Not together

.

Hasn’t become easier

Perhaps worse

Pain never ceases

Lost in the universe

.

Things can’t be fixed

A broken heart

Can’t be mended

Falling apart

.

But your love

That lights my way

A precious gift

Fears to allay

.

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Quite a few surfers enjoying the waves

Grey skies over Porthmeor

Riding the wave

Clean sets rolling in

Friday 2nd November

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Happy, simple photographs

Of moments frozen in time

It’s all that remains

Since to heaven you did climb

.

Missing you sweetheart

My heavenly Angel son

We’re not really apart

You’ll stay forever young

.

xxxxxx

Thursday 1st November

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I silently sit and wonder

What you’d be like now

How you would have grown

I wanted to hold on somehow

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Love you

Miss you

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Low tide at Porthmeor Beach

Families enjoying the sunshine

Wednesday 31st October

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All Hallows’ Eve

Didn’t really bother you

You weren’t much for ghosties

Or things that go “Boo”!

.

You’d rather be warm and cosy

Than go Trick or Treating

Carving pumpkins was okay

You did like the sweets for eating

.

We miss you so much

Will love you forever

Darling Angel son

We’re always together

.

xxxxxx

A rainbow of colours in the sky

Beautiful clouds light up for you

Tuesday 30th October

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Memories mean much to me

Adventures of our family

Growing up, we were so lucky

Travelling, happy, and carefree

.

Suddenly your wonderful story

Was cut short, far too quickly

A tomorrow with no guarantee

The future none could foresee

.

Now our life is a different reality

Numb, empty, and quite lonely

Without you, my precious sweetie

Everything’s changed, completely

.

Miss you my darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Monday 29th October

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Are you up there, looking down?

Do you know how much I miss you?

Really wish I could tell you again

Hug you so close, like I used to

.

Love you poppet

Darling Angel son

Forever in my heart

Never apart

xxxxxx

Low tide, blue skies, chill wind at Porthmeor

A peek of sunshine in the harbour

Darker clouds over Hayle sands

Harbour reflections

Sunday 28th October

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The grief is real

Perspectives maybe skewed

Emotions I conceal

When lost in solitude

.

Sweet Angel son

Love you forever

xxxxxx

Choppy seas at Porthmeor

Still lots of holidaymakers around in the harbour

Low tide sand ripples

Saturday 27th October

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Feeling lost

Heart is breaking

Emptiness

Mind is aching

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Loneliness

Depths of pain

Wondering when

I’ll see you again

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Concealing emotions

Crying awhile

Then turn around

A flicker of a smile

.

So much hurt

That you’re gone

So many memories

You will live on

.

Darling son

Lighting up the sky

Angel wings

Lift you on high

.

Moon and back

Sending love

To my sweetie

In heaven above

.

xxxxxx

A drive along the harbour front, late afternoon

Too cold to sit on the benches

Rough seas at Porthmeor

Storm clouds rolling in