Thursday 25th January
.
I think
If you love somebody
With all your heart
You know
They’re still with you
You can hear their voice
Taste the tears
Smell their presence
Feel their touch
See the smiling face
Even after they’ve gone
They’ll be with you
Forever
.
Love you sweetheart
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
Blue skies for a while over Porthmeor
Waves hitting the Island
Wednesday 24th January
.
You
.
You are there
You are here
.
In our past
In our now
In our future
.
In my dreams
In my heart
In my memories
In my thoughts
.
You lived
You breathed
You existed
You walked this earth
You will live on forever
.
My darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Tuesday 23rd January
.
Thoughts of wonder
Of what you would be
Who you would become
Continuing the family tree
Where you might go
Many places still to see
How you would flourish
But now, so far above me
.
My heavenly Angel
Darling son
xxxxxx
A brightening afternoon, looking towards the harbour
Monday 22nd January
.
Way up high
Upon brave wings you fly
Beyond the clouds
Far away from noisy crowds
To the stars
Way past Mercury and Mars
In sunset hues
The pinks mixed with blues
My darling Angel
Soars as high as he is able
.
Love you sweetie pie
xxxxxx
A little sunshine brightens a grey afternoon
Sunday 21st January
.
So sudden
Change
Lives turned
Upside down
.
So unexpected
Change
Survival disrupted
In turmoil
.
So abrupt
Change
Disorder, disarray
Paths fractured
.
So immediate
Change
Plans curtailed
Breath constricted
.
So motionless
Change
Beliefs questioned
Love remains
.
Love you forever
Forget you never
So precious
My Angel
xxxxxx
Holy Trinity Church, Tresillian, with beautiful bells ~ this afternoon, on a drive out to Truro
Saturday 20th January
Today I’m really missing you
And everything we used to do
But I’m not living in the past
Just making your memories last
Looking after all your flowers
Covered in raindrops and showers
This is what I’m able to do
Sharing all my love with you
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
Friday 19th January
Thinking
Loving
Remembering
Hoping
Wishing
Reflecting
Musing
Wondering
Reminiscing
About you
All the time
Every moment
Each night’s dream
Each day’s action
My darling Angel
Sweetheart son
xxxxxx
Swirling clouds above you this morning
Thursday 18th January
Happy birthday darling boy
Wish I could tell you face to face
But that can now never be
Since you flew to that heavenly place
Three birthdays spent without us
Since an angel you became
Up there, beyond the clouds
Our lives are now just not the same
So many memories left behind
So much fun, love and laughter
You filled our house with so much joy
Now there’s silence forever after
Today you would be thirty three
With many plans yet to fulfill
You had so much to live for
Now everything seems to stand still
So, many happy returns dear Frank
I hold you safely within my heart
That is where you’re going to stay
Making sure we are never apart
xxxxxx
A Care Bear for cuddles xxx
Wednesday 17th January
Love you my Angel baby
Thinking about you lately
Missing you like crazy
And now forever thirty
xxxxxx
Looking over the town this morning, before the rain came in
Grey and drizzly this afternoon
Tuesday 16th January
Hidden behind my smile is pain
Beneath the laughter is sorrow again
Sunshine’s warm, but I feel the rain
Think I’m normal, verging on insane
You’re in heaven, but here I remain
The grief I feel I can’t explain
This is me, walking new terrain
Multiple emotions to entertain
Missing you sweetheart
Loving you forever
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
Teasels and pampas grass
Blustery winds today
Trees in the cemetery
The Journey of My Left Foot (whilst remembering my son) 