Wednesday 3rd July

.

I can laugh

I can smile

Half normal

For a while

.

Then I think

What we had

You were here

Now I’m sad

.

Memories

Are what’s left

No new ones

Quite bereft

.

You did live

Don’t forget

Happy times

Don’t regret

.

My Angel

Flying high

Precious son

Sweetie pie

.

xxxxxx

Tuesday 2nd July

.

I hold onto your yesterdays

For they are all that remains

Those sweet precious memories

Are able to melt away the pains

.

Thinking of you sweetie

Flying high above

Precious Angel son

Sending so much love

xxxxxx

Monday 1st July

.

What has gone

Cannot be returned

What has departed

Cannot be recovered

.

Just happy in the knowledge

That memories remain forever

So very thankful

We were able to live life together

.

Such irreversible loss

The accompanying pain

Now resides within me

Oftentimes hidden in vain

.

But I do miss you now

My darling Angel son

Remembering you daily

Smiling at thoughts of my loved one

.

xxxxxx

Sunday 30th June

.

A wonderful afternoon

To help celebrate

Your cousin’s birthday

Twenty-one is great

.

Remembering you as always

Loving you forever

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

You, me and your cousin on a fairground ride

You and your cousin in the New Forest

You and your cousin at Gwithian

This afternoon’s view

Tapas on the terrace

Your cousin and her boyfriend

Me enjoying the late afternoon sun

Fabulous tapas

Porthmeor Beach

In the sparkling sunshine

Saturday 29th June

.

Blowing kisses

For sweet dreams

Watching stars

Twinkling gleams

Way up high

Soft moonbeams

All is quiet

So it seems

Yet filled with

Silent screams

.

Love you sweetie

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

After a foggy and cloudy morning, the skies began to clear

The sea was a fabulous emerald green

Warming up in the harbour

Fun on a boat trip

Harbour blues

Friday 28th June

.

Just standing still

For a second

Looking seaward

Thought you beckoned

.

Across the waves

Heard your voice

Whisp’ring to me

With love, rejoice

.

Join the seabirds

Soaring high

My darling son

Angel in the sky

.

Love you so very much

xxxxxx

Less breezy than yesterday

But still grey on Porthmeor Beach

Cooler in the harbour

Thursday 27th June

.

Overwhelmed in seconds

Changed within minutes

Inconsolable within hours

Devastated within days

Altered over weeks

Reshaped over months

Adjustment over years

Walking with you forever

Memories fading, never

Remembering our family together

Forever and ever and ever

.

Love you poppet

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Choppy in the harbour

Blue skies overhead

Lifeguards keeping a check on those in the sea

Porthmeor West

Wednesday 26th June

.

Much time has passed

Since you went away

But in my heart

That’s where you stay

As sweet and loved

As if yesterday

Memories remain

Such love to convey

.

Remembering you daily

Missing you like crazy

My sweet Angel baby

xxxxxx

Porthmeor clearing after morning fog

Surf lessons for many

Blue skies over the harbour

A sunny corner

Tuesday 25th June

.

Goodbyes and goodnights

Were only meant

Until tomorrow

Not heaven sent

.

Love you sweetie

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx