Friday 8th January

.

The moment when

Life stood still

Way back then

Going downhill

Time and again

Waiting until

The last amen

Heart does chill

.

Thinking of you daily

My darling Angel baby

Missing you like crazy

And loving you greatly

.

xxxxx

Dark clouds over Porthmeor

A little blue sky to be seen

Cold and raw today

Thursday 7th January

.

Living with it

Existing without it

Or running from it

.

Survival

Being

Life

.

Of

Through

Because

.

Loss

Grief

Bereavement

.

Breathe

Smile

Dream

.

Thinking of you sweetie

My darling Angel son

Love you

Moon and back

xxxxx

Chilly and bright this morning

Frost still on the sand on Porthmeor Beach at 1pm

Calm seas towards the Island

Wednesday 6th January

.

I still

Can’t quite

Believe

You’ve gone

.

Come on

Hold on

Keep on

Live on

.

Thinking of you

Treasured Angel son

xxxxx

Tuesday 5th January

.

Can you hear me

As I murmur

Love you sweetie

I’ll hold you firmer

You’re in my heart

Feeling warmer

And in heaven

Angel observer

.

Love you forever

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Monday 4th January

.

A late morning walk

Across Gwithian sands

It’s where we would go

Holding each others’ hands

Climbing up on the rocks

You’re ruler of the lands

Breathing in deeply

As each lung expands

The air clear and bright

A few cloudy, white strands

The bluest of blue skies

Where our soul understands

We are with each other

Just like our love commands

.

Love you forever sweetheart

My darling Angel son

xxxxx

An old engine house; evidence of tin mining in this area

The Red River (looking quite blue today) flowing fast towards the sea

The brick built tower of an old tin mine

The Red River again

Godrevy Lighthouse

Built 1858 – 1859, marking the dangerous Stones Reef

Looking across the bay towards St Ives

Sunday 3rd January

.

Sitting here, thinking

Those memories of you

Wrap all the way around

Stop me feeling blue

.

Thinking of you

Missing you

Remembering you

Loving you

.

My darling Angel son

xxxxx

Driving along the harbour front this afternoon

Saturday 2nd January

.

Every now and then

Sometimes, some days

Through the dark clouds

I feel your gaze

Warmth on my face

My heart’s ablaze

Cold winter rain

Love you always

.

Thinking of you sweetie

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Friday 1st January

.

Another year

Farther from you

Yet another year

Closer too

.

Missing you poppet

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Thursday 31st December

.

The end of a year

A strange one at that

Let’s hope the next one’s

Of a different format

.

Always and forever

To the moon and back

Treasured Angel son

xxxxx

Wednesday 30th December

.

Everyone’s given

The gift of time

Such a precious prize

Of a life sublime

Living, laughing, loving

The ladder you’d climb

Taking on the world

Trying to reach your prime

That you were cut short

Is such a sad crime

.

Thinking of you sweetie

Treasured Angel son

xxxxx