Category Archives: Testicular cancer

Remain with me always

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Tuesday 28th July

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I carried you for almost eight months

My heart beating with yours

Developing, forming, nurturing

Creating a love that endures

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Then when you were ready

Launching yourself upon the world

For thirty wonderful years

Watching as your life story unfurled

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11,011 days

Or 30 years, 1 month, 23 days

You might be gone

But you remain with me always

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My darling Angel son

xxxxx

Sculpture by Dame Barbara Hepworth at the entrance to the cemetery

Frank and I meeting the Simpsons, August 2010, Orlando

Memories light the way

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Monday 27th July

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Memories light the way

On the darkest road of grief

Stumbling along awkwardly

Knowing cancer is a thief

Your time upon this earth

Certainly was far too brief

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Thinking of you

Missing you

Remembering you

Loving you

Precious Angel son

xxxxx

Yellow rose in our garden

Godetia

Lil’s rose (a cutting from our next door neighbour about thirty years ago, has produced an abundance of these pink roses)

Over the rooftops to the harbour

A walk down to the beach

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Wednesday 22nd July

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A walk down to the beach

To sit and have a coffee

Watching all the tourists

On holiday, so carefree

No social distancing

“Nothing’ll happen to me”

We’re placed above the sand

Away from anybody

Safe and enjoying the view

Gazing at the turquoise sea

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All the while thinking of you

Our fun times together

Wondering, wishing, hoping

We’ll be connected forever

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My darling Angel son

xxxxx

Porthmeor Beach, West

Looking towards the Island

Windbreaks, tents and parasols

Low tide, and a perfect blue

Just below the café

School’s out

Lifeguards on duty

Sitting in the shade